Category Archives: life

today is over. #poetry #haiku

Posted on 5 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

today is over which is good because it sucked I’m going to sleep — ©2018 what sandra thinks

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moment of panic.

Posted on 4 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

I might delete this post because it’s awful. I had a moment of panic this morning like nothing I’ve ever felt. And that’s scary because I have felt really really bad… to a point where I didn’t think I could … Continue reading →

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in the red.

Posted on 2 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

Now that A to Z is over, I feel like I have nothing left. Nothing inside me. Nothing to say. Nothing to write. I feel goalless… aimless… pointless. And I hate it… not only because I don’t know what to … Continue reading →

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friends.

Posted on 30 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

I don’t know how to make friends. I’ve never been good at it… even when I was younger… even when I was a kid. My friends were always people with whom I just happened to get thrown together… or people … Continue reading →

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imagination. #poetry

Posted on 25 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

— When I go can I live in my imagination like I’ve always wanted? — I know sometimes it seems like I’m in a hurry to go but I’m not. Except when I am.   ©2018 what sandra thinks This … Continue reading →

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inadequate.

Posted on 23 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

This is long… and littered with obscenities. And pointless. And embarrassing to post. Want me to be real? This is real. You’ve been warned. Yesterday when I went to pick my daughter from her friend’s house, I was talking to … Continue reading →

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5 things I like about myself.

Posted on 22 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

I know exactly what my dear friend Cyranny was trying to do when she tagged me for this challenge. It was very kind of her and I’m incredibly grateful for her friendship. But… wow… this sure as hell is a challenge for … Continue reading →

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sugar-coated.

Posted on 30 March 2018 by what sandra thinks

It’s not that I’ve been acting all ‘sunshine and rainbows‘. Is that the expression? Maybe I’m just making shit up. I’m not familiar with that state of mind. I prefer my own name for it anyway… sunshine stick up your … Continue reading →

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