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Category Archives: fear
I’m here… but…
This post has been in my draft folder since the 14th of December. I just haven’t felt like I was good enough to be around anyone… even online. But then I was isolated and I felt worse. Thank you to … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, depression, fear, life, writing Tagged anxiety, depression, fear, life, whatsandrathinks, writing 82 Comments
moment of panic. part two: more than a moment
Obligatory disclaimer: I might delete this post because… just because. I fear this may now be a daily thing. I keep having different versions of that moment of panic I had on Friday. And I wasn’t even alone for all … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, depression, fear, life, writing Tagged anxiety, depression, fear, life, whatsandrathinks, writing 76 Comments
moment of panic.
I might delete this post because it’s awful. I had a moment of panic this morning like nothing I’ve ever felt. And that’s scary because I have felt really really bad… to a point where I didn’t think I could … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, depression, fear, life, writing Tagged anxiety, depression, fear, life, whatsandrathinks, writing 35 Comments
song of the day. #21
I’ve tried to write something in this space for two hours now. I can’t find the right words. I never should have turned on the television because it was on a regular network channel when I did… so I was … Continue reading
Posted in fear, music, writing Tagged elvis costello, fear, music, peace, song of the day, whatsandrathinks, writing 12 Comments
school and the end.
Today is August 31st. (I’m sure by the time I hit publish, it will be September 1st…) And as much as August is my enemy, it sucks that it’s ending. Warning/Disclaimer/Apology: Sorry for the less-than-joyful nature of this post. I … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, autobiographical, fear, writing Tagged anxiety, autobiographical, fear, unemployment, whatsandrathinks, writing 86 Comments
oh rats – a poem.
We stopped at the red light, Garbage truck ahead. Sometimes they smell awful, But this one wasn’t bad. I said when the light changed, ‘Hey, don’t get so near!’ And that’s when we saw it. It fell out from the rear. … Continue reading
I feel like I’ve had an epiphany. Maybe. Half an epiphany? Maybe. I have my ups and downs. At certain times of the day or times of the week, I suspect the ‘downs‘ are coming. Yet I haven’t been able … Continue reading
Posted in anxiety, depression, fear, personal, writing Tagged anxiety, depression, fear, personal, writing 5 Comments
unexpected holiday joy.
This afternoon, less than two weeks until Christmas, we finally got our [fake] tree down from the attic. I should rephrase that. John got our tree down from the attic. I do not go up there. Ever. I did once … Continue reading