Category Archives: anxiety

unworthy.

Posted on 6 July 2017 by

I have a trust problem. And it has nothing to do with the people in my life. It’s me. And it’s lonely as hell. [Before you start shaking your head and running from this post thinking, ‘oh fuck, here we … Continue reading →

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good and bad.

Posted on 5 July 2017 by

How does one feel good and bad at the same time? I can’t figure it out. Either I’m doing well or I’m not. How can I be doing well and not doing well at the same time? I don’t know… … Continue reading →

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the latest.

Posted on 28 June 2017 by

For anyone following my messed-up-brain saga… (And if you’re not, please skip this post… I find it thoroughly embarrassing that I have all these fucking issues anyway.) I saw my NP today. The last time I saw her, she made … Continue reading →

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seven-letter word.

Posted on 21 June 2017 by

I’ve been having trouble writing and posting lately. But I questioned whether or not I wanted to post this. Maybe I decided to do it because I know I’ve not been posting… or maybe I’ve finally realized that since I’ve … Continue reading →

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guilt and regret.

Posted on 31 May 2017 by

Both… totally useless. But how does one overcome them? This is not an instructional post. I have no fucking idea how to overcome them. I can tell you how they overcome me, though. I hold onto guilt and regret for-fucking-ever. … Continue reading →

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the worst

Posted on 1 May 2017 by

Do you know what the worst thing is? It’s when there is the potential for something to be very very wrong… or it could be fine… but you have to wait to find out. So you have waaay too much … Continue reading →

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decision.

Posted on 10 February 2017 by

This is a follow-up to my last post… indecision. And I don’t mean to be redundant, but I may repeat some things I discussed with some of you in the comments of that post.  I questioned whether or not to … Continue reading →

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indecision.

Posted on 7 February 2017 by

I know this ultimately has to be my decision, but I am going back and forth so fast I’m standing still. I hate how much trouble I have making decisions. Constantly second-guessing myself… assuming that no matter what I decide, … Continue reading →

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