Tag Archives: personal

it hurts.

Sunday morning, I woke up in pain. I don’t know the cause but I spent yesterday with horrible back pain second only to labor. I could barely move. It hurt to breathe. And it hurt to cry but it the … Continue reading

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not deep thoughts.

Seriously. These thoughts are not deep. I think I just needed to empty my head… It was fucking hot today. When I looked outside, I expected to see Satan out there having a fucking picnic. My car temp said it … Continue reading

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on hold.

I’m on hold. But before I get into that, I wanted to address something… Yesterday I posted a poem that was a bit… devastating? I didn’t mean to scare anyone but I may have. The words are based in reality. Mine usually … Continue reading

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tuesday.

Fuck, I’m tired. I’m just not capable of falling asleep at a decent hour anymore. I’ve been meaning to change that… guess I should get on it. But exhaustion aside, I have to get in the shower. I have to … Continue reading

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powerless.

I am having trouble dealing with a matter of a personal nature. Someone in my family very close to me has been hospitalized since last week. I’ve decided not to go into further detail for a few reasons… the biggest … Continue reading

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decision.

This is a follow-up to my last post… indecision. And I don’t mean to be redundant, but I may repeat some things I discussed with some of you in the comments of that post.  I questioned whether or not to … Continue reading

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