Tag Archives: job search

in a box.

I feel a little out of touch lately. Like I’m stuck in a box… and can only pop a few holes for light… and breath. I’ve had a lot on my mind. I guess I always do, but it feels … Continue reading

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moody monday. #7 #couplethings

‘Couple things’ is a concept I stole from (the best) late night show… Late Night with Seth Meyers. I’ve done this once before… and since I have a few things on my mind that, of course, affect my mood, I … Continue reading

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tuesday.

Fuck, I’m tired. I’m just not capable of falling asleep at a decent hour anymore. I’ve been meaning to change that… guess I should get on it. But exhaustion aside, I have to get in the shower. I have to … Continue reading

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my head may explode.

Frustrated. We are not in the best financial situation right now. John has a decent job that he likes and he’s been there for years. I got laid off many many months ago and I remain unemployed. We have money … Continue reading

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opening the gates of hell.

I had to do it. I had to send my resume to someone. I hated to do it but I did it anyway. I have zero desire to ever again do anything on that resume. But what choice did I have? … Continue reading

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hoping like a pessimist.

I am currently unemployed and have been for a while. I welcomed my layoff, a result of downsizing during a corporate merger. It came at a time when I was ready for a break and for a chance to be … Continue reading

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