Tag Archives: fear

I feel like a bad parent.

After school today, my son went with some of his friends to hang out at a park. One of the kids… who he’s never particularly liked, let’s call him A… grabbed a bottle from my son’s backpack. Then, basically, this … Continue reading

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throwback thursday: the metaphor.

I had nothing to post today. I hate that. I know it’s not necessary, but my goal is to post once a day. So… this being Thursday, it seemed like the perfect time to start something new. New for me … Continue reading

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fear of failure… and success.

I have a fear of failure. That’s no surprise. But I also have a fear of success. And that’s messed up. These fears… both of them… are spitting all over my life. Finding a job… I’m afraid I’ll never find … Continue reading

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song of the day. #21

I’ve tried to write something in this space for two hours now. I can’t find the right words. I never should have turned on the television because it was on a regular network channel when I did… so I was … Continue reading

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what… and why.

What is wrong with me? Why can’t I do this? I’m not completely in the dark on this. But there are things that I just don’t understand.

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I can’t.

I was starting to get my writing groove back. It was good. And now… I have no words. Fuck that, yes I do. I have held it in for months. Fuck it. If this sends followers away, well, I doubt … Continue reading

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scared.

I am scared. I think my denial has gone too far but I’ve not been able to stop it or get out of it. Warning… colorful language ahead. I assume. I haven’t written this yet, but I already know. And … Continue reading

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school and the end.

Today is August 31st. (I’m sure by the time I hit publish, it will be September 1st…) And as much as August is my enemy, it sucks that it’s ending. Warning/Disclaimer/Apology: Sorry for the less-than-joyful nature of this post. I … Continue reading

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