Tag Archives: pain

no improvement.

I didn’t say anything but I had another procedure earlier this week… a different kind of injection in my back. I have had no improvement. I have been working on this since last November… seeing the pain management doctor since … Continue reading

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This may be too much information… and it may be really boring… but I don’t care. I’m floating. The woman who prepped me for my procedure this morning recognized me from last time (the failed initial diagnostic procedure). It’s a … Continue reading

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secret follow-up.

Please do skip over this if you don’t want to read about what I wrote HERE. And again… I might not leave this post up because, really, how much can people take? I can’t even take it anymore… I’m so … Continue reading

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revenge. #poetry

I hate the way you lift me up… only to let me fall to the ground. Maybe next time I won’t let go… I’ll drag you down with me and leave you there.   ©2018 what sandra thinks

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the world is heavy resting on my shoulders and I long for the sweet relief of its weight crushing me to dust ©2017 what sandra thinks

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  Let go Please release me I am trying to climb Yet you insist on dragging me… Lower ©2017 what sandra thinks

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four-letter word. (haiku)

My loneliness aches… So painful it ought to be A four-letter word. © what sandra thinks art by hajin bae. used with permission.

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