Category Archives: anxiety

guilt and regret.

Posted on 31 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Both… totally useless. But how does one overcome them? This is not an instructional post. I have no fucking idea how to overcome them. I can tell you how they overcome me, though. I hold onto guilt and regret for-fucking-ever. … Continue reading →

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the worst

Posted on 1 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Do you know what the worst thing is? It’s when there is the potential for something to be very very wrong… or it could be fine… but you have to wait to find out. So you have waaay too much … Continue reading →

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decision.

Posted on 10 February 2017 by what sandra thinks

This is a follow-up to my last post… indecision. And I don’t mean to be redundant, but I may repeat some things I discussed with some of you in the comments of that post.  I questioned whether or not to … Continue reading →

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indecision.

Posted on 7 February 2017 by what sandra thinks

I know this ultimately has to be my decision, but I am going back and forth so fast I’m standing still. I hate how much trouble I have making decisions. Constantly second-guessing myself… assuming that no matter what I decide, … Continue reading →

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it’s just me.

Posted on 17 January 2017 by what sandra thinks

I have certain characteristics… and a very particular set of skills…  No, seriously. Specific traits and abilities come to mind when I think of myself… and I imagine when others think of me, too. (Assuming anyone other than ‘me’ ever … Continue reading →

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what… and why.

Posted on 9 January 2017 by what sandra thinks

What is wrong with me? Why can’t I do this? I’m not completely in the dark on this. But there are things that I just don’t understand.

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struggle.

Posted on 20 December 2016 by what sandra thinks

I seem to be in a place of abundant emptiness. Yes, I do see the contradiction. I have thoughts running around inside my head… some I’ve made notes of… some I cannot understand. And through all of this, I have … Continue reading →

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headshrinker.

Posted on 17 November 2016 by what sandra thinks

I’m still struggling with this. Still, God dammit! When does it turn the corner? When does it make one damn bit of difference at all? It was the right thing to do, wasn’t it? Trying to fix things. Getting help … Continue reading →

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