the worst

Posted on 1 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Do you know what the worst thing is?

It’s when there is the potential for something to be very very wrong… or it could be fine… but you have to wait to find out. So you have waaay too much time to think about it and imagine all of the worst case scenarios.

That is the worst thing ever.

The powers that be must know I’ve been doing well lately so they had to fuck it up.

Thanks for ‘listening‘.

 

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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32 Responses to the worst

  2. sonofabeach96 says:
    1 May 2017 at 12:22 pm

    Everything ok? 😕

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  3. Marquessa says:
    1 May 2017 at 12:24 pm

    I know what you mean. Why is it that things are going well, there is that nagging feeling that a shoe is about to drop? I hope all is okay for you.

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    • what sandra thinks says:
      1 May 2017 at 12:27 pm

      I hope so, too. In reality, there is probably a higher chance of things being okay… but my mind doesn’t go that way… it goes way too far in the other direction! I hate that shoe-drop feeling. It makes it hard to even enjoy the good times because you worry about what’s to come! I guess I have trouble living in the moment…

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  4. tiredmindtypingfingers says:
    1 May 2017 at 1:01 pm

    I know how you feel! Hoping all goes well. 🙂

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  5. Meg Sorick says:
    1 May 2017 at 1:02 pm

    Waiting is torturous, even if you expect good news. There’s always that chance… Ugh. Hope all is well. And vent away, you know we’re with you!

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  6. tarnishedsoul says:
    1 May 2017 at 3:21 pm

    I’m not so good at waiting to find out my fate or some fate or…well…I just suck at waiting.
    I hope it fares well! ❤

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  7. VictoryInTrouble says:
    1 May 2017 at 3:26 pm

    Ugh. I know what you mean. Waiting for something right this second. Hugs!

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  8. Peter's pondering says:
    1 May 2017 at 4:28 pm

    As a glass half full person I shall not worry along with you, because I just know it’s going to be fine! Honest guv, trust me, I’m a Capricorn!

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  9. supernaturalsnark says:
    1 May 2017 at 5:17 pm

    I hope that everything turns out okay!

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  10. Lennon Carlyle says:
    1 May 2017 at 6:16 pm

    Hate it so much for you. I especially hate that I left my phone at home today. Sending positive vibes yiur way. Right now would be a great time to be there so we could meet for coffee or better yet adult beverages. Hugs Sweet Thang 💕

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  11. ladieswholunchreviews says:
    1 May 2017 at 6:16 pm

    The imaginings are always worse than reality. Trust me on this, you will find a way to handle any news ❤

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