Category Archives: anxiety

the way I woke up.

Posted on 1 January 2018 by what sandra thinks

This morning I woke up with a feeling of overwhelming sadness. I don’t know the reason… not specifically. I just have the usual things worrying me. The only difference is that (1) I had to go to my in-laws this … Continue reading →

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the aftermath.

Posted on 12 September 2017 by what sandra thinks

That sounds like good name for a band. Or maybe it’s a really bad one. What do I know? I kind of like it though. Maybe there is already a band. I’m not looking it up. Dear Readers, I felt … Continue reading →

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I feel like a bad parent.

Posted on 8 September 2017 by what sandra thinks

After school today, my son went with some of his friends to hang out at a park. One of the kids… who he’s never particularly liked, let’s call him A… grabbed a bottle from my son’s backpack. Then, basically, this … Continue reading →

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disgust and anger.

Posted on 28 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

I don’t know which is more appropriate at the moment. Both, I guess… I haven’t posted all weekend. I’ve been around… just not posting. First I thought maybe I had nothing to say but I’m not sure that’s true. I’ve … Continue reading →

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unworthy.

Posted on 6 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

I have a trust problem. And it has nothing to do with the people in my life. It’s me. And it’s lonely as hell. [Before you start shaking your head and running from this post thinking, ‘oh fuck, here we … Continue reading →

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good and bad.

Posted on 5 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

How does one feel good and bad at the same time? I can’t figure it out. Either I’m doing well or I’m not. How can I be doing well and not doing well at the same time? I don’t know… … Continue reading →

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the latest.

Posted on 28 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

For anyone following my messed-up-brain saga… (And if you’re not, please skip this post… I find it thoroughly embarrassing that I have all these fucking issues anyway.) I saw my NP today. The last time I saw her, she made … Continue reading →

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seven-letter word.

Posted on 21 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

I’ve been having trouble writing and posting lately. But I questioned whether or not I wanted to post this. Maybe I decided to do it because I know I’ve not been posting… or maybe I’ve finally realized that since I’ve … Continue reading →

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