How does one feel good and bad at the same time? I can’t figure it out. Either I’m doing well or I’m not. How can I be doing well and not doing well at the same time? I don’t know… but that is exactly how I feel.
I have a headache. I think maybe I’m dizzy. About 10 minutes ago, I felt good. But now I feel bad. I feel a little anxious and worried. About what? Your guess is as good as mine. Yet I still feel good. But also bad. And good. And bad.
It’s well after midnight. Maybe that’s part of it. Maybe I’m tired. Okay, I’m definitely tired. But this isn’t a normal feeling for me… good and bad at the same time. I can’t even list what’s good and what’s bad. I mean, I could try but then I’d be comparing which list was longer and I’m pretty sure that wouldn’t end well.
Sigh. I am so confused. Which goes on the ‘bad‘ list.
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