Category Archives: anxiety

bad trip.

Posted on 23 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

That title is totally misleading. In a literal sense, it would be a completely different post. And maybe someday I’ll write that post. But for now… I thought it fit for this… in a way. As you know, I’m not … Continue reading →

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girls.

Posted on 19 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

(not my actual girl) Last night, my daughter called me to her room where she had been crying for at least an hour. I sat with her and she told me what was going on. There is so much friend … Continue reading →

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thanks and smiles and tears.

Posted on 18 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

I have been overwhelmed by love, kindness and support over the last few days. It’s been kind of a long-distance intervention. No one called it that… just me. And I’m most definitely not saying that’s a bad thing… quite the … Continue reading →

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it just makes me sad.

Posted on 13 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

This will probably sound ridiculous… but it’s making me so sad. I have tears. An app my daughter loves on her phone updated to a new version and she hates it. It’s totally different and she’s miserable. She cried for … Continue reading →

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my cluttered head and fascinating life.

Posted on 11 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

I have four drafts from the last twenty-four hours. The same thing keeps happening. I try to write about one thing, but it connects to other things—things that make me feel like hell… things that I don’t want to talk … Continue reading →

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moment of panic. part two: more than a moment

Posted on 8 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

Obligatory disclaimer: I might delete this post because… just because. I fear this may now be a daily thing. I keep having different versions of that moment of panic I had on Friday. And I wasn’t even alone for all … Continue reading →

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moment of panic.

Posted on 4 May 2018 by what sandra thinks

I might delete this post because it’s awful. I had a moment of panic this morning like nothing I’ve ever felt. And that’s scary because I have felt really really bad… to a point where I didn’t think I could … Continue reading →

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running out of time.

Posted on 24 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

A-to-Z I’m in trouble. I have V written for tomorrow but that’s it. I have nothing else. I have been trying for days to get W written. It’s not working. I started… but I can’t finish… and I hate what … Continue reading →

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