I’m in trouble. I have V written for tomorrow but that’s it. I have nothing else. I have been trying for days to get W written. It’s not working. I started… but I can’t finish… and I hate what I have so far. And I still have to write X Y Z… and I don’t have much time. I need to finish W by the end of tomorrow…
I don’t know why I’m telling you this… it’s not like anyone can help me.
I was so glad I got ahead with this challenge… but now I’m stuck… and I want to finish… without the last four posts being awful.
I know that the problem… or part of it… is just… me. I’m a mess. I’m sad. I cry. I can’t focus. I’m having a lot of trouble doing anything today. I made myself breakfast but I couldn’t eat it… I threw it away. I’m broken. I can’t seem to do any of the things that might help me feel better. I know what those things are… I just can’t… move.
I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to ruin my story. I’ve ruined enough.