Tag Archives: whatsandrathinks

dear diary | x – xoxo #atozchallenge

Dear Diary, My God, Chemistry was torture. But I’ll get back to that. When I told Ethan to wait… when I stopped him… I told him why. ‘I don’t want to be that girl…’ He knew exactly what I meant. … Continue reading

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dear diary | w – wait #atozchallenge

Dear Diary, I still haven’t recovered from last night. God, that kiss. Oh… and there’s more. But I have to go to Chem soon. I have no idea how I’m going to sit beside Ethan and behave for a whole … Continue reading

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imagination. #poetry

— When I go can I live in my imagination like I’ve always wanted? — I know sometimes it seems like I’m in a hurry to go but I’m not. Except when I am.   ©2018 what sandra thinks This … Continue reading

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dear diary | v – visitor #atozchallenge

Dear Diary, Oh my God. OhmyGod. Oh. My. God. I wasn’t sure I was ever going to be able to relax last night. My heart was pounding the whole time I wrote about my Hannah takedown. I had to close … Continue reading

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running out of time.

A-to-Z I’m in trouble. I have V written for tomorrow but that’s it. I have nothing else. I have been trying for days to get W written. It’s not working. I started… but I can’t finish… and I hate what … Continue reading

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dear diary | u – understand #atozchallenge

Dear Diary, I finally did it. I didn’t plan to… and I’m not sure where I got the nerve to do it… but I did it. I guess I just couldn’t take it any longer. It had to happen. It … Continue reading

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inadequate.

This is long… and littered with obscenities. And pointless. And embarrassing to post. Want me to be real? This is real. You’ve been warned. Yesterday when I went to pick my daughter from her friend’s house, I was talking to … Continue reading

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dear diary | t – toxic #atozchallenge

Dear Diary, After I left the party last night, I locked myself in my room and scribbled every word I wrote so quickly… so anxiously and aggressively… that I think I actually hurt my hand. I was upset. Beyond upset. … Continue reading

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