dear diary | w – wait #atozchallenge

Dear Diary,

I still haven’t recovered from last night. God, that kiss. Oh… and there’s more. But I have to go to Chem soon. I have no idea how I’m going to sit beside Ethan and behave for a whole class. I guess I’m going to find out… but first…

Last night… after he kissed me… God, I never thought I’d be writing those words. ‘After he kissed me…’ Anyway… after he kissed me (I wrote that three times… I’ve lost my mind), I was speechless… which is unusual for me. I was afraid I was imagining the whole thing. I couldn’t speak. But he could… and he wanted to know what I was thinking. ‘Please say something.’ When I finally did, I said the first thing that popped into my head. Well, maybe the second. ‘The melting point of…’ He stopped me by letting out a (sexy) little laugh and mumbling my name. ‘Say something else…

I was having a little trouble catching my breath, but I did say something else. ‘I think you should do that again.’ He really loves to tease me. I know because his next words were, ‘Do what again?’ I didn’t bother answering. I grabbed his face in my hands and kissed him. After that I was just… weak. I thought I might collapse… so it was perfect when he slowly backed my up toward my bed. I sat and took his hand. He sat beside me.

Again he asked if I was alright… but this time it had nothing to do with my Hannah rampage. I smiled when I answered him. ‘Yeah… I’m good.’ He smiled, too, and totally played with me. ‘Just good?’ I said no… not just good. But I really didn’t have to answer at all… because I leaned back into my pillows and brought him with me.

He was on top of me… like at the library… only this time the kissing happened. A lot of kissing happened. And I had to tell him… ‘I wanted you to kiss me at the library.’ And he totally came clean… ‘I wanted to… I almost did.’ Damn! I should have kissed him! Of course, then I’d probably be failing Chemistry. Anyway… of course, I also confessed. ‘I almost did, too.’ That made him smile. And kiss me… and kiss my neck… and cautiously sneak his hand under my shirt.

But as much as I wanted to rip his clothes off, I also didn’t want to.


what sandra thinks

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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.

©2018 what sandra thinks

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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27 Responses to dear diary | w – wait #atozchallenge

  1. stomperdad says:

    Steamy! (but cautious) Well done!


  2. Ooh, so good! Like the way it’s going…

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  3. Ahhh young love…I remember it well xx

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  4. Iain Kelly says:

    ‘Wait…’ – please tell me he has been worth the wait…!

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  5. Meg says:

    This is awesome! You always know where to stop so that you leave us wanting more! Sigh…. 😍😍😍

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  6. SeemaMisra says:

    Teen romance … nice story telling. And it ends on a nice note. I’ll read some more of this series.
    Seema, participant in #AtoZchallenge, Artist, Writer, Wanderer, and Dreamer.
    Waiting at Bikaner House, Delhi

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  7. I think when you get to Z you just have to engage reverse and head back towards A. I’m suffering withdrawal symptoms and you haven’t even finished yet! Sounds a bit like young love!!

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  8. What a cliffhanger!!!

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  9. jrvincente says:

    It’s so good! I can’t wait to read the end!

    Jayden R. Vincente
    Erotic Fiction Writer

    Liked by 1 person

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