Tag Archives: depression

guilt and regret.

Posted on 31 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Both… totally useless. But how does one overcome them? This is not an instructional post. I have no fucking idea how to overcome them. I can tell you how they overcome me, though. I hold onto guilt and regret for-fucking-ever. … Continue reading →

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some days.

Posted on 15 March 2017 by what sandra thinks

some days the sun hides behind clouds the clouds hide behind grey the sky falls a little darker the air is too thin or too thick it never matters which the rain lingers above or crashes down it never matters … Continue reading →

Posted in poetry, writing | Tagged depression, poetry, whatsandrathinks, writing | 27 Comments

it’s just me.

Posted on 17 January 2017 by what sandra thinks

I have certain characteristics… and a very particular set of skills… No, seriously. Specific traits and abilities come to mind when I think of myself… and I imagine when others think of me, too. (Assuming anyone other than ‘me’ ever … Continue reading →

Posted in anxiety, writing | Tagged anxiety, depression, personal, whatsandrathinks, writing | 63 Comments

I can’t.

Posted on 9 November 2016 by what sandra thinks

I was starting to get my writing groove back. It was good. And now… I have no words. Fuck that, yes I do. I have held it in for months. Fuck it. If this sends followers away, well, I doubt … Continue reading →

Posted in rant, writing | Tagged anxiety, depression, fear, horror, whatsandrathinks, writing | 68 Comments

invisible.

Posted on 11 February 2016 by what sandra thinks

My dears… read it while you can. I may freak out at any moment and remove this. It was a hard one to post. But I thought I’d try bravery… or whatever the hell this is. I know you can … Continue reading →

Posted in poetry, writing | Tagged anxiety, depression, personal, poetry, whatsandrathinks, writing | 74 Comments

new year.

Posted on 5 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

Nearly five days deep into 2016, I bet you thought you weren’t going to find out what sandra thinks about the New Year. And you were almost right. I wasn’t going to do it. No New Year post. However. I have … Continue reading →

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enlightenment?

Posted on 22 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

I feel like I’ve had an epiphany. Maybe. Half an epiphany? Maybe. I have my ups and downs. At certain times of the day or times of the week, I suspect the ‘downs‘ are coming. Yet I haven’t been able … Continue reading →

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hidden inside.

Posted on 16 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

hidden inside. Smiling, no matter how I feel A script of joy, my guide No one can know the real story I keep it all inside It makes me tired, sometimes weak Emotions cast aside It’s not okay to be … Continue reading →