Category Archives: depression

song of the day. #56 #music

Posted on 6 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

My meltdown is not complete. What I mean is… I don’t know when it started and I’m not so sure it’ll ever be over. But what I know is that some incredible people have given me friendship, love and understanding… … Continue reading →

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meltdown.

Posted on 4 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

[Warning: This is dark. Really dark. And really bitchy. And maybe even scary. And just generally bad. My deepest apologies in advance.] × Sometimes it’s better not to talk about it. And by ‘it‘ I mean everything in my life. … Continue reading →

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junk drawer.

Posted on 25 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

I have a lot of anxiety over whether to post this or not post it. I never wanted this fucking topic to be so prevalent on this blog. But life gets in my face and my head gets so fogged … Continue reading →

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bad friend.

Posted on 15 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

I’m not going to rip on someone for being a bad friend. Well, not someone else anyway. The bad friend is me. I’m distracted and disappointed. I’m exhausted and restless. I feel so much like I need a friend, yet … Continue reading →

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just me?

Posted on 5 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

Does this ever happen to you? It happens to me a lot. It starts with feeling sad for no particular reason. Then I feel better for no particular reason. Then my head starts repeatedly reminding me of things to be … Continue reading →

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not today.

Posted on 22 January 2018 by what sandra thinks

Today is a bad day. There are too many things bothering me. I can’t smile. I can’t eat. I can’t do much of anything. I know most of the things bothering me are out of my control, but it doesn’t … Continue reading →

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the way I woke up.

Posted on 1 January 2018 by what sandra thinks

This morning I woke up with a feeling of overwhelming sadness. I don’t know the reason… not specifically. I just have the usual things worrying me. The only difference is that (1) I had to go to my in-laws this … Continue reading →

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unworthy.

Posted on 6 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

I have a trust problem. And it has nothing to do with the people in my life. It’s me. And it’s lonely as hell. [Before you start shaking your head and running from this post thinking, ‘oh fuck, here we … Continue reading →

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