Category Archives: anxiety

I still don’t wanna… but today…

Posted on 14 July 2016 by what sandra thinks

[Please excuse any typos, etc. I’m just trying to write this before I have to go… may not have time to proofread…] Today’s the day. I have to go back for the appointment where I’m supposed to get assistance with … Continue reading →

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pushed.

Posted on 29 June 2016 by what sandra thinks

pushed. No destination, no direction Perfect for driving on winding roads But in life I need a map Because I have gotten lost I carved myself a path But it was never my own I tried to course correct Still … Continue reading →

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I don’t wanna.

Posted on 27 June 2016 by what sandra thinks

[I’m sorry… this is a long post… of course, you don’t have to read it… but maybe you will. Please remember… you told me I didn’t have to hold back! Of course, I’m still totally worried about posting this. And… please, … Continue reading →

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new year.

Posted on 5 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

Nearly five days deep into 2016, I bet you thought you weren’t going to find out what sandra thinks about the New Year. And you were almost right. I wasn’t going to do it. No New Year post. However. I have … Continue reading →

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enlightenment?

Posted on 22 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

I feel like I’ve had an epiphany. Maybe. Half an epiphany? Maybe. I have my ups and downs. At certain times of the day or times of the week, I suspect the ‘downs‘ are coming. Yet I haven’t been able … Continue reading →

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seconds later.

Posted on 10 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

seconds later. I woke up feeling hope today, Rested, strong, maybe even okay. But seconds later… My insides twisted into knots, Worry and fear invading my thoughts. I knew just how to clear my head – Straighten up this room … Continue reading →

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dreadful conversation.

Posted on 10 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

Every year, the conversation I dread sneaks up on me like a big bad stomach virus. Christmas. What do your kids want for Christmas? Where’s your list? You have a list, right? For everyone, right? What do you want for … Continue reading →

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my true love.

Posted on 9 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

my true love. You wrap me up and keep me warm – Comforted, loved, and safe from harm. You lift me when I’m broken down. I cannot live without you around. You give me strength, you give me hope. You make … Continue reading →

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