winter’s revenge: a limerick.

dead winter

Spring comes to life, blossoming under blue skies
Summer brings the heat but humidity too high
Fall is often a relief
But it soon turns to grief
When winter comes and everything dies

wave short line

Written for Mind and Life Matters limerick poetry challenge – prompt: seasons
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scared.

lie down.I am scared. I think my denial has gone too far but I’ve not been able to stop it or get out of it.

Warning… colorful language ahead. I assume. I haven’t written this yet, but I already know. And this will probably be too long… also, possibly with typos because once I get this out, I’m pretty sure I won’t be able to read it again. I’m sticking in a “read more” so this doesn’t take over my blog feed. Thank you in advance.

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untouchable. (haiku)

hallucination.

You offer your hand 
Every night I reach for you
But you are a dream

wave short line

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(who cannot write much of anything right now…)
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your half. (haiku)

haiku made of two stolen lines…

world

I don’t want the world…
I’d never ask for so much…
I just want your half.

wave short line

Don’t let the scary screenshot captured below frighten you… this is an old, fun song. I have no idea if anyone but me will like it… but I stole from it… and I want to give credit to John and John…

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dark rain.

dark rain.

when you left
you stole my sunshine
leaving me cold and lonely
in the dark rain
breaking my fragile heart
like shattering glass
the pieces left behind
cutting me
with every step I take
to reclaim my brilliant light
but you have forgotten
that I find strength
beyond yours
in darkness.

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fiction friday 42: secret admirer. part 20.

fiction friday.


This is part 20 of secret admirer. ♥ [Late again… sorry, loves.]

[Previously posted: part 1part 2part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7, part 8, part 9, part 10, part 11, part 12, part 13, part 14, part 15, part 16, part 17, part 18, part 19]
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year one.

balloons.

My first blog post was on the 14th of September 2015. I’m sad that WordPress didn’t give me a one-year notification… I would have liked to write about this on the 14th… but here we are…

Let me begin by saying that you should all immediately go back to my first post and read my entire blog. Ahaha. Seriously, if anyone actually does that, please tell me so I can give you a big kiss… and the name of a good therapist.

You already know how much I appreciate you all (I hope you know that)… I am so grateful for your support and encouragement with everything from fiction to poetry to my fucked-up life. And I feel that I have to include an apology for… oh, I’m sure you know the reason.

I’ve been having trouble communicating lately. I wish I had more beautiful things to say to you all… but I can’t seem to find the words. Oh, the irony.

Thanks for being here, for reading, for sharing your thoughts. I truly hope you’ll stick around…

heart.
♥ sandra

Image by Hajin Bae, modified by sandra
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trapped.

trapped.

Trapped in this box
Only big enough for one
Somehow I know
It could be twice the size
Yet I would remain alone

I understand
You cannot fix me
I never asked for a miracle
But you can love me
Or maybe you cannot

If no one has the answer
They cannot know
What is right
Or what is wrong
Still I listened

I did their right
But it feels wrong
Maybe I already knew
Right is wrong for me
Yet wrong is not right

It seems my solution
Has become the opposite
I am forever lost
And I don’t know why
I torture myself…

swirl.

A few words about this poem: I am fully aware that it sucks monkey balls. I wrote a not-poetry post but… I don’t know. It felt… wrong… pathetic… humiliating. You get the idea. This is really not much of an improvement, yet somehow I can actually post this crap…

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