Category Archives: depression

good and bad.

Posted on 5 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

How does one feel good and bad at the same time? I can’t figure it out. Either I’m doing well or I’m not. How can I be doing well and not doing well at the same time? I don’t know… … Continue reading →

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the latest.

Posted on 28 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

For anyone following my messed-up-brain saga… (And if you’re not, please skip this post… I find it thoroughly embarrassing that I have all these fucking issues anyway.) I saw my NP today. The last time I saw her, she made … Continue reading →

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seven-letter word.

Posted on 21 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

I’ve been having trouble writing and posting lately. But I questioned whether or not I wanted to post this. Maybe I decided to do it because I know I’ve not been posting… or maybe I’ve finally realized that since I’ve … Continue reading →

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guilt and regret.

Posted on 31 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Both… totally useless. But how does one overcome them? This is not an instructional post. I have no fucking idea how to overcome them. I can tell you how they overcome me, though. I hold onto guilt and regret for-fucking-ever. … Continue reading →

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new year.

Posted on 5 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

Nearly five days deep into 2016, I bet you thought you weren’t going to find out what sandra thinks about the New Year. And you were almost right. I wasn’t going to do it. No New Year post. However. I have … Continue reading →

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how I met their father. part 4.

Posted on 1 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

Previous installments: Part 1 – Fame Part 2 – Sandra Goes Wild Part 3 – Sandra Grows Up… and Down Part 4 – Uncomfortably Numb By the time John contacted me, I was a cynical, bitter, hopeless twenty-something. I had given … Continue reading →

Posted in depression, love, personal, relationships, writing | Tagged dating, dreams, fear, how I met their father, love, regret, romance, writing | 22 Comments

enlightenment?

Posted on 22 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

I feel like I’ve had an epiphany. Maybe. Half an epiphany? Maybe. I have my ups and downs. At certain times of the day or times of the week, I suspect the ‘downs‘ are coming. Yet I haven’t been able … Continue reading →

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hidden inside.

Posted on 16 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

hidden inside. Smiling, no matter how I feel A script of joy, my guide No one can know the real story I keep it all inside It makes me tired, sometimes weak Emotions cast aside It’s not okay to be … Continue reading →