Monthly Archives: April 2018

dear diary | v – visitor #atozchallenge

Posted on 25 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

Dear Diary, Oh my God. OhmyGod. Oh. My. God. I wasn’t sure I was ever going to be able to relax last night. My heart was pounding the whole time I wrote about my Hannah takedown. I had to close … Continue reading →

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running out of time.

Posted on 24 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

A-to-Z I’m in trouble. I have V written for tomorrow but that’s it. I have nothing else. I have been trying for days to get W written. It’s not working. I started… but I can’t finish… and I hate what … Continue reading →

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dear diary | u – understand #atozchallenge

Posted on 24 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

Dear Diary, I finally did it. I didn’t plan to… and I’m not sure where I got the nerve to do it… but I did it. I guess I just couldn’t take it any longer. It had to happen. It … Continue reading →

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inadequate.

Posted on 23 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

This is long… and littered with obscenities. And pointless. And embarrassing to post. Want me to be real? This is real. You’ve been warned. Yesterday when I went to pick my daughter from her friend’s house, I was talking to … Continue reading →

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dear diary | t – toxic #atozchallenge

Posted on 23 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

Dear Diary, After I left the party last night, I locked myself in my room and scribbled every word I wrote so quickly… so anxiously and aggressively… that I think I actually hurt my hand. I was upset. Beyond upset. … Continue reading →

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5 things I like about myself.

Posted on 22 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

I know exactly what my dear friend Cyranny was trying to do when she tagged me for this challenge. It was very kind of her and I’m incredibly grateful for her friendship. But… wow… this sure as hell is a challenge for … Continue reading →

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dear diary | s – solo #atozchallenge

Posted on 21 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

Dear Diary, I fought with myself for at least an hour before I finally sucked it up and went to the Woodman party. How could I not? I knew everyone would be there… and it was happening two floors below … Continue reading →

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song of the day. #57 #music

Posted on 20 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

I was going to post this song a few days ago but I got distracted. Today I heard that the artist was found dead at the age of 28. Little additional information is available. Tragic. Wake Me Up | Avicii … Continue reading →

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