Tag Archives: personal

about my writing again.

Posted on 4 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

It is currently 1:42 am Friday morning. Usually, I’d post fiction friday about 8 or 9 hours from now. But this next part… the one I had already written 4 times when I posted about it on Monday… well… I’m on version … Continue reading →

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song of the day. #37

Posted on 2 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

I never gave myself a chance. But to be fair, I didn’t know how. For as long as I can remember, I didn’t know what I wanted to be when I grew up. I still don’t know. Hell, I’m not even … Continue reading →

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writing and my mood.

Posted on 31 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

I’m feeling good. Though I always have that touch of fear… that worry… that it’s not going to last. And that’s true… it won’t. I have ups and downs. I won’t be up forever. When I’m down, I can’t imagine … Continue reading →

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the green stuff. #poetry #haiku …with a story.

Posted on 25 July 2017 by what sandra thinks

My husband is a pain in the ass and I harp on him a lot around here. Hell, he’s one of the reasons I started blogging. But he actually did something (something really small… but something) for me. I am … Continue reading →

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it’s my d-day.

Posted on 11 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

Yeah, I know, it should say b-day. But no. I’m going with d-day. d-day [dee-dey] noun 1. Military. the day, usually unspecified, set for the beginning of a planned attack. 2. June 6, 1944, the day of the invasion of western … Continue reading →

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in a week.

Posted on 4 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

It’s June. The month of my birth. It’s a week until d-day (my d-day… the 11th… if you’re taking notes). Over the next few days, I will mention my birthday numerous times. Offline, I mean, as my husband is a … Continue reading →

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I have no title for this post.

Posted on 2 June 2017 by what sandra thinks

[Edited to change post title. It was upsetting me too much.] ♥ My cousin. 45 years old. I’ve mentioned Joey before. See Thanksgiving 2015… and Thanksgiving 2016. He had cancer… a brain tumor that spread. After multiple surgeries, there was, eventually, … Continue reading →

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guilt and regret.

Posted on 31 May 2017 by what sandra thinks

Both… totally useless. But how does one overcome them? This is not an instructional post. I have no fucking idea how to overcome them. I can tell you how they overcome me, though. I hold onto guilt and regret for-fucking-ever. … Continue reading →

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