Tag Archives: anxiety

I still don’t wanna… but today…

[Please excuse any typos, etc. I’m just trying to write this before I have to go… may not have time to proofread…] Today’s the day. I have to go back for the appointment where I’m supposed to get assistance with … Continue reading

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pushed.

pushed. No destination, no direction Perfect for driving on winding roads But in life I need a map Because I have gotten lost I carved myself a path But it was never my own I tried to course correct Still … Continue reading

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I don’t wanna.

[I’m sorry… this is a long post… of course, you don’t have to read it… but maybe you will. Please remember… you told me I didn’t have to hold back! Of course, I’m still totally worried about posting this. And… please, … Continue reading

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something to get off my chest.

I have something to get off my chest. And it’s this bra. No, I’m just kidding. Well, I mean, yeah, maybe later, but that’s another story. Part of the reason I started this blog, particularly anonymously, was to give myself … Continue reading

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invisible.

My dears… read it while you can. I may freak out at any moment and remove this. It was a hard one to post. But I thought I’d try bravery… or whatever the hell this is.   I know you can … Continue reading

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new year.

Nearly five days deep into 2016, I bet you thought you weren’t going to find out what sandra thinks about the New Year. And you were almost right. I wasn’t going to do it. No New Year post. However. I have … Continue reading

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being mom.

I’ve had days when I can’t figure out what the hell made me think I could handle being a parent. Am I really going to be able to take care of them? Give them everything they need? Keep them safe … Continue reading

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enlightenment?

I feel like I’ve had an epiphany. Maybe. Half an epiphany? Maybe. I have my ups and downs. At certain times of the day or times of the week, I suspect the ‘downs‘ are coming. Yet I haven’t been able … Continue reading

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