Category Archives: anxiety

inadequate.

Posted on 23 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

This is long… and littered with obscenities. And pointless. And embarrassing to post. Want me to be real? This is real. You’ve been warned. Yesterday when I went to pick my daughter from her friend’s house, I was talking to … Continue reading →

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fake easter.

Posted on 9 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

We had our fake Easter yesterday. For various logistical reasons, my family had to delay it for a week. Although, if I really think about it, it’s fake Easter for me even if we celebrate it on the real day … Continue reading →

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song of the day. #56 #music

Posted on 6 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

My meltdown is not complete. What I mean is… I don’t know when it started and I’m not so sure it’ll ever be over. But what I know is that some incredible people have given me friendship, love and understanding… … Continue reading →

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meltdown.

Posted on 4 April 2018 by what sandra thinks

[Warning: This is dark. Really dark. And really bitchy. And maybe even scary. And just generally bad. My deepest apologies in advance.] × Sometimes it’s better not to talk about it. And by ‘it‘ I mean everything in my life. … Continue reading →

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junk drawer.

Posted on 25 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

I have a lot of anxiety over whether to post this or not post it. I never wanted this fucking topic to be so prevalent on this blog. But life gets in my face and my head gets so fogged … Continue reading →

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bad friend.

Posted on 15 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

I’m not going to rip on someone for being a bad friend. Well, not someone else anyway. The bad friend is me. I’m distracted and disappointed. I’m exhausted and restless. I feel so much like I need a friend, yet … Continue reading →

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just me?

Posted on 5 February 2018 by what sandra thinks

Does this ever happen to you? It happens to me a lot. It starts with feeling sad for no particular reason. Then I feel better for no particular reason. Then my head starts repeatedly reminding me of things to be … Continue reading →

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not today.

Posted on 22 January 2018 by what sandra thinks

Today is a bad day. There are too many things bothering me. I can’t smile. I can’t eat. I can’t do much of anything. I know most of the things bothering me are out of my control, but it doesn’t … Continue reading →