Category Archives: personal

tuesday.

Fuck, I’m tired. I’m just not capable of falling asleep at a decent hour anymore. I’ve been meaning to change that… guess I should get on it. But exhaustion aside, I have to get in the shower. I have to … Continue reading

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powerless.

I am having trouble dealing with a matter of a personal nature. Someone in my family very close to me has been hospitalized since last week. I’ve decided not to go into further detail for a few reasons… the biggest … Continue reading

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decision.

This is a follow-up to my last post… indecision. And I don’t mean to be redundant, but I may repeat some things I discussed with some of you in the comments of that post.  I questioned whether or not to … Continue reading

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indecision.

I know this ultimately has to be my decision, but I am going back and forth so fast I’m standing still. I hate how much trouble I have making decisions. Constantly second-guessing myself… assuming that no matter what I decide, … Continue reading

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a few things.

I wanted to share a few things… none of which are vitally important… but Calvin told me to share anyway. I’m sorry about ‘secret admirer‘… again. Despite all of recent hellishness, I thought it would be ready sometime Friday as … Continue reading

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the 25th of August.

August is a difficult month. I dread it every year. First there’s the impending doom and then there’s the realization of said doom. And it’s all about today… August 25th. Dad. Today is my father’s birthday. After many months of conflicting … Continue reading

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inappropriate questions.

Well, they’re not inappropriate to me. But little is. Once upon a time, when I suggested a few of these questions to Rob, he mentioned something about being careful with my choices because I’d have to answer them, too. It’s … Continue reading

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turtles need to eat, too.

I know… this is silly. Just having a little fun…. despite my cake-over [cake-hangover?]. Turtles must have pizza. But I’ve never been able to figure out where they get money. All the computers and other equipment they’ve got in the lair? … Continue reading

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