Category Archives: personal

the aftermath.

Posted on 12 September 2017 by what sandra thinks

That sounds like good name for a band. Or maybe it’s a really bad one. What do I know? I kind of like it though. Maybe there is already a band. I’m not looking it up. Dear Readers, I felt … Continue reading →

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moody monday. #5 #parenting #isuckatit

Posted on 11 September 2017 by what sandra thinks

But wait… there’s more. And it’s worse. What the fuck. It’s always worse. After all, this is my stupid life. I am still worried about my son. He was really anxious about going to school today after the whole Friday afternoon … Continue reading →

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moody monday. #4 visions and beliefs.

Posted on 4 September 2017 by what sandra thinks

I had this vision… a picture in my head of something I wanted to make. So I sat down with my laptop… opened my poor excuse for a graphics program and started working. And then I finished. And it looked … Continue reading →

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feels like monday.

Posted on 29 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

The real Monday didn’t seem to exist this week. But today might as well be Monday. I missed my moody monday post. It’s not that I wasn’t moody… which is clear from yesterday’s post. That could have been a moody … Continue reading →

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fear of failure… and success.

Posted on 23 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

I have a fear of failure. That’s no surprise. But I also have a fear of success. And that’s messed up. These fears… both of them… are spitting all over my life. Finding a job… I’m afraid I’ll never find … Continue reading →

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moody monday. #3

Posted on 21 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

It’s not great. Feel free to stop here if you don’t want to continue. I’ll understand. But I guess it’s not awful either. I was going to skip this post today because my mood mostly sucks. But that seems kind of … Continue reading →

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moody monday. #2 #writing

Posted on 14 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

Some thoughts about writing… while I subconsciously assess my mood… I really hate to jinx myself, but I think my writing is going pretty well. I already said this… but I have to say it again — I truly think the … Continue reading →

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blogging and writing and…

Posted on 9 August 2017 by what sandra thinks

[Note: This is one of those posts I started writing at least ten times but trashed it every time. I don’t know why I kept trashing it… and I don’t know why I’m posting it now…] Maybe I am an … Continue reading →

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