Tag Archives: regret

a poem about regret.

Posted on 19 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

I always thought . . .you were too perfect to be real maybe that’s why . . .I never believed you could feel those things you said . . .the sweet words spoken from your heart and I gave up … Continue reading →

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how I met their father. part 4.

Posted on 1 January 2016 by what sandra thinks

Previous installments:  Part 1 – Fame Part 2 – Sandra Goes Wild Part 3 – Sandra Grows Up… and Down Part 4 – Uncomfortably Numb By the time John contacted me, I was a cynical, bitter, hopeless twenty-something. I had given … Continue reading →

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how I met their father. part 3.

Posted on 15 December 2015 by what sandra thinks

Previous installments:  Part 1 – Fame Part 2 – Sandra Goes Wild   Part 3 – Sandra Grows Up… and Down. [or Sandra Consumes the Whole Internet.] What better place for a bitter, cynical twenty-something than the Internet? After a successful, or … Continue reading →

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basket case.

Posted on 29 November 2015 by what sandra thinks

Anxiety sneaks up on me. I know it’s always there somewhere. But it lunges at me randomly, unpredictably. It grows into this huge fireball. It rolls around inside me, hurting my heart, making my stomach burn, tensing every muscle, rushing … Continue reading →

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10 things I wish I’d known (and believed and accepted) sooner.

Posted on 6 October 2015 by what sandra thinks

Do you have any words of wisdom you wish you’d heard when you were younger? Or words you wish you had believed when you did hear them? I may have more than the ten below, but for now… my list – … Continue reading →

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fighting the heart.

Posted on 4 October 2015 by what sandra thinks

I am a woman driven by emotion. This is not necessarily a bad thing. Emotion fuels my creativity and I would never wish it away. The love story enthusiast inside me adores the sweet romantic picture of me this way … Continue reading →

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