It’s Friday. This is part 8 of secret admirer. ♥
[Previously posted: part 1, part 2, part 3, part 4, part 5, part 6, part 7]
part 8.
I didn’t want to let him go. I didn’t think I could. He was warm and strong and I was melting in his arms. My God, he smelled good. And I felt safe. I thought if I let him go, I’d fall apart. And possibly fall to the floor. But we couldn’t stand there forever.
He slowly eased his hold on me and pulled away. But he still touched me. He never took his hand from my waist.
“Amy… I know this is really the wrong time to say this…”
“It’s okay.” I looked at him, relieved to be able to delay telling him about Dan. “What is it?”
“That’s the first time you’ve ever let me hold you.” He sighed softly and apologized again.
His words brought the trace of a smile to my face. “Greg… it’s okay. I was thinking the same thing.”
He smiled, too. “Do you want me to do it again?”
“I really do.”
He held me again. I clutched him tighter, closer to me than before. He responded accordingly and for a moment, I thought of nothing but the way he felt against me. Perfect.
This time when he let me go, he walked me to the table behind him. I felt his eyes on me but I stared down at my fidgety hands. I needed to figure out how to talk to him about my recent discovery. I didn’t find the answer. But when he rested his hand on my arm, I lifted my eyes to his.
“Amy… can you tell me what happened?”
I took a deep breath and nodded. And I felt a tear roll down my cheek. “I don’t even know why I’m crying.” I wiped my tear away and hoped it was the last. “I met your lawyer. He was nice.”
“But he made you cry.” Again he smiled. Maybe some would find his little jokes inappropriate in the middle of something clearly very serious, very upsetting. But I didn’t. I appreciated it. I adored it. And it made me smile.
“Greg, he did not make me cry.”
“I know.”
“When I got home, I found some flowers… from Captain Insomnia.” I made myself smile when I said that.
“Oh my God, my flowers made you cry!?” His smile was the warmest, sweetest, most comforting thing on earth at that moment.
“Of course not.” He almost made me laugh. “But when I walked inside, I dropped them. I’m sorry.” My smile disappeared. I could see the whole thing in my head all over again.
He took my hand and gave it a squeeze. “Amy, it’s okay. Tell me what happened.”
“Dan was home. Not alone.” My damn tears returned. They made me so angry. “I hate that this is making me cry. I don’t love him. I don’t want him. But I did not expect to walk into my kitchen and find a woman on her knees in front of him.”
“Oh, honey…”
Honey. My heart was already racing when he lifted a hand to my face. He slowly ran the back of his fingers across my cheek, wiping away my tears. I had to catch my breath at his warm, sweet touch.
“I guess it makes things easier,” I mumbled. “Not that I had any doubts…”
“It doesn’t matter. I’m sorry you saw that.”
“So am I.” I loved that I made him smile. Because when he smiled, I smiled.
“You know everything’s going to be all right, don’t you?”
“I guess. But…”
“What?”
“I can’t go back there. Not tonight.” My shoulders rose and fell with my sigh. “I need a hotel room… I’m not ready to retell this whole nightmare to my mom. Or my sister. I need to be somewhere else.”
“Amy…”
“What?”
“Come home with me.”
“Greg… I don’t know if that’s a good idea…”
“Well, I think it’s a great idea.” He paused to smile at me. I blushed and lowered my eyes. But I looked right back at him the moment he spoke again. “Hey… I’m serious. Tonight. Just for the night. No strings. I’ll sleep on the couch. I promise.”
“Are you sure?”
“Yes, of course I am.”
To be continued…
You’re really good at this.
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Thank you! 🙂
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You’re welcome. You need a publisher
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And then I need a producer and a director and a hit movie. And then I need to nap on my mattress of cash. 🙂
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Haha. Mock now but remember me when you win that Oscar
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I will! Adding you to my pre-written acceptance speech right now…
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Yes!!!
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Lol. They always say they’ll sleep on the couch hahahaha.
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But he’s so sweet and trustworthy…
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Not saying he isn’t! But these things happen… 😉 But I guess you know Greg better than I do haha.
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I suppose things do happen. 🙂
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Waaaaaaaaah! Love this!!!!!
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Don’t cry!! 🙂
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You are doing a great job with this. Eagerly anticipating the next installment!
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Yeah… Me too. 😀 I need to get ahead… Last night as I was finishing this part up, I was dozing off. At 2am.
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Oh man! You’re going to need a nap!
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I should have gone back to sleep after John and the kids left… yet here I sit… cursing my phone for being such a bitch to type on. I need lots of coffee. Breakfast of lazy-ass champions.
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I know! I had a weird WP issue this morning… I could only comment via mobile app, not on the computer. Had to log off, power down and start up again. I hate typing on the phone.
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Yes… Too many autocorrect fails. Like that night I texted to say… “I’ll go home and start cooking” but the message I sent was… “I’ll go home and start coming.”
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Lol!!! Well it could happen! 😂
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Yes… quite true. I’m pretty sure the response was….”okay but what about dinner?”
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Hahaha!!!
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I’ll eat my hat (if I had one) if he sleeps on the couch! Here’s a link to 31 romance publishers that accept submissions without an agent. http://www.authorspublish.com/31-romance-publishers-that-accept-submissions-without-an-agent/
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“Eat my hat” hahaha! Let me know if I should pass the salt. And thanks for the link! If only I had a “real” completed story… Guess I should make that happen… 🙂
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I know, me, too. Wanted to see if people liked my writing, they did, and now I write even less. Why is that? Fear of failure, do you think?
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Maybe. I’ve also always had trouble letting go… of my characters. I want to hang out with them forever so I never want to end anything!
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I get that! I always seem to find an excuse for why I can’t write more…
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Or I have a bunch of reasons I “can’t end the story here…” so I keep going… And rambling…And really, it was over pages ago…
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Let’s not do that stuff anymore. Let’s be serious about our writing!
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As soon as I have more coffee… I will get on that. After I go grocery shopping. And bake something for Father’s Day…
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Hahaha, yes, I have bills to pay, and go work out and grocery shopping and a little concert tomorrow night…
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Stupid “real” life!
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I know! I want to live in my make believe world where I’m young and thin and the guys are hot and sexy and perfect, damn it!
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Yes! See you there!!
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This got me feeling all warm and fuzzy inside. So tender and heart warming, really beautiful writing Sandra. And my last post for the night, a nice way to go off to bed. xo
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Thank you! And good night… 🌙 🙂
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Thanks. I’m way beyond sleep but going anyway. Have a good day Sandra. xo
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Awww, I love him!! I hope she goes home with him! Awesome job!
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Thanks! I love him, too. I want one. Haha! 😀
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I think we all want one!!
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Yeah. But I’ll be greedy and say several would also be nice. 😀
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oh my, yes!
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Love!
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Thanks Sarah! ♥
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Xxcellent!!!
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🙂 Thanks!
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More more more please…😚
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I’m writing… I promise! 😀
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Lol! Write faster!💕
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Ahh… well, I wouldn’t post until Friday anyway… 😀
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I know, I know. Just kidding!😊
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Aw Greg is so nice to her. So caring. I still think it’s shocking to see your husband like that, even if you were considering divorce. Hopefully, the husband doesn’t end up accusing her of having an affair with Greg. We know she isn’t right now, but it may look that way. Great build up tension. Happy they can be together at least for a little right now.
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Oh yeah, it doesn’t matter what’s happening in their relationship… seeing that is still very unsettling!
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