today has been a bear.

Warning: Too many gifs follow. I was having fun… and needed a laugh. Maybe it’ll work for you, too…

This is the fourth post I’ve written today. Maybe it’ll be the one I actually post. I’ve killed the rest.ย I think I’m having trouble focusing due to pain. And due to sadness due to pain. And due to anger due to sadness due to pain. I might like to smash the crap out of something.

ice bear.

But I won’t. Instead I’ll just sit here and try to write… because that’s what I do when I’m alone… and I’m alone at the moment.

Again, my daughter is sleeping at a friend’s house… and my husband and son (the other two kids) went to Toys R Us because the business is going under and the liquidation sales have begun. Yeah, we need more toys in the house. Come on. Everyone spends more time on their phones than doing anything else anyway.

I guess if I’m having trouble focusing on writing, I could do something else. I tried drawing earlier. That failed. Maybe a little light reading.

But I haven’t been feeling much like reading lately. That’s not like me, but then again, I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. Too much stress, I think. Like more than usual. But I need to find something to get my mind off things so I don’t stress-eat.

Of course, it’s late and I haven’t had dinner. Maybe I’ve been spending too much time staring at the screen waiting for something to happen.

And getting super annoyed when it doesn’t.

That’s it. I’m going to find something for dinner. I don’t care if it’s only for me. Maybe I’ll make something super delicious… a special treat. No one has to know.

Wish I had the proper ingredients for cheesecake. That would be a great dinner. But I’m too lazy to make one anyway. I guess I could just buy a cheesecake. Of course, I’m too lazy to go out, too.


Maybe I can hire someone to bake for me when I win MegaMillions tonight.



About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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24 Responses to today has been a bear.

  1. Cheesecake sounds good for dinner. Thanks for the idea!

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  2. Ok, you had me at Ice Bear. He is the awesomest! And, either sadly or proudly, I’m not sure which, I’ve seen all of those episodes. What does that mean? ๐Ÿ˜œ

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  3. Miriam says:

    This is way too cute. Cheesecake does sound good. Or maybe you could call in for pizza.

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  4. Ogden Fahey says:

    You should get a gun and go shoot the garden up – I’m only saying that cos thats what I’d do if I lived in the states, we cant do that here in the UK, cos its not legal, and anyhow, people wouldn’t like the noise. I just thought of it watching your gifs, so thats a bit random, I dont know whats going on! ๐Ÿ™‚

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  5. Those gifs are adorable. I must watch the show they’re from haha.

    Have you ever seen 500 Days of Summer? That scene where he’s smashing plates is my mental stress ball LOL. Doesn’t always work, but somehow it has a soothing effect when it does.

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    • I have seen that movie but it was a long time ago. Smashing plates sounds very satisfying, though. ๐Ÿ™‚

      The show is called We Bare Bears and it’s awesome! It’s a Cartoon Network show. Yes, I am an adult. lol


  6. gigglingfattie says:

    You could have joined me for dinner! I was alone too and made enough for two ๐Ÿ˜‰

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  7. The bears are wonderful! I need to watch that show. I have Eli’s cheesecake in my freezer. By the time you get here it will be thawed and ready to eat!

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  8. Hunida says:

    Lol the gifs are so cute! ๐Ÿ˜

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