Warning: Too many gifs follow. I was having fun… and needed a laugh. Maybe it’ll work for you, too…
This is the fourth post I’ve written today. Maybe it’ll be the one I actually post. I’ve killed the rest. I think I’m having trouble focusing due to pain. And due to sadness due to pain. And due to anger due to sadness due to pain. I might like to smash the crap out of something.
But I won’t. Instead I’ll just sit here and try to write… because that’s what I do when I’m alone… and I’m alone at the moment.
Again, my daughter is sleeping at a friend’s house… and my husband and son (the other two kids) went to Toys R Us because the business is going under and the liquidation sales have begun. Yeah, we need more toys in the house. Come on. Everyone spends more time on their phones than doing anything else anyway.
I guess if I’m having trouble focusing on writing, I could do something else. I tried drawing earlier. That failed. Maybe a little light reading.
But I haven’t been feeling much like reading lately. That’s not like me, but then again, I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. Too much stress, I think. Like more than usual. But I need to find something to get my mind off things so I don’t stress-eat.
Of course, it’s late and I haven’t had dinner. Maybe I’ve been spending too much time staring at the screen waiting for something to happen.
And getting super annoyed when it doesn’t.
That’s it. I’m going to find something for dinner. I don’t care if it’s only for me. Maybe I’ll make something super delicious… a special treat. No one has to know.
Wish I had the proper ingredients for cheesecake. That would be a great dinner. But I’m too lazy to make one anyway. I guess I could just buy a cheesecake. Of course, I’m too lazy to go out, too.
Maybe I can hire someone to bake for me when I win MegaMillions tonight.