January 8:
What do you like most about your writing?
Yes, I am a day late. Oh well.
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I like that my writing makes people feel.
I’m talking about my real-life writing, not my fiction. I’m talking about my rants, my cries for help, my baggage that I have to unload.
Lots of people have told me that they feel what I write—even if they don’t relate. Someone told me he felt a connection to me because of my writing, and I think it may have been from just a few posts. (Then again, he may have been reading for a long time. We may have talked about that, but my memory sucks. I’ll have to ask him.) People respect my openness and honesty. It’s true that I hold nothing back when I talk about my emotions. Or about most things. I like that I am open, and obviously, that I am honest. (Although sometimes, I feel that I’m too open, and I need to rein it in. I usually don’t, but I probably should.)
I also like that my writing is real. What I mean is I write the way I talk. (Thus the occasional colorful language. I don’t clean it up here nor in my offline world.) Maybe that’s why people feel what I write—because they feel like I’m talking to them. And most of the time, I am. And it’s the truth. It may be wrong, but it’s my truth.
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And the truth is, I wish these guys were my truth.
p.s. — I also like that my fiction is full of emotion, but I haven’t been writing much of that lately.
I also love that about your writing! It’s great to see someone be open and honest and real.
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I just wish my reality wasn’t so bleak.
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❤ Me too.
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I sometimes feel I might be too honest and open too, but well, I figure, what you see with me is what you get. Your writing is awesome, I love reading your words!
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Thanks. I agree — what you see is what you get — and I think that’s a good way to be. I’m only able to be fully open here because I’m anonymous, so I take advantage of that.
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You help me feel when you post here. It helps me to know how you are.
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I do sometimes feel like I should shut up, though. I never thought my blog would become mostly about my depression and anxiety. In the beginning, I didn’t even want to mention that I was suffering with those things. Yet here we are…
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You know, it’s okay that you changed what you were posting. You needed an outlet and this was it for you. You didn’t force yourself to stay hidden. That, to me, is strength.
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You’re right – I needed an outlet. I don’t know if it would be the same if I had a really good friend or two offline. I can’t change what’s already been posted though. I mean, I can delete it, but it’s already been out there.
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No, don’t delete it. This is your place to vent. You need it.
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YAY! That’s such a great thing to love about your writing!
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My emotions seem to come out in every single thing I do.
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That’s ok!
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