I know I am constantly on your mind and you need to know my thoughts on a daily basis. That is why I’m writing this post. You’re welcome. [Sarcasm, in case you didn’t get that. But really… how could you not?]
I decided to self-medicate to see if I can get any pain relief for my back. Don’t worry, it’s just OTC stuff. I have been told many times that taking something regularly works differently (better?) than just popping a pill when you have a headache. (The latter doesn’t work for me at all… even for a headache. For that, caffeine works. Too bad that doesn’t work for my back. But I take that regularly anyway.) So far (and I’m not very far into this ‘experiment’)… no change. Honestly, I don’t expect any change at all. Except that I’m going to need to buy more Advil.
I’m still putting off the car-needs-new-tires thing. But I don’t want to end up in an emergency situation on the side of the road somewhere. I’m going to have to do this. With some money. That I will get from who the fuck knows where.
I still can’t write much of anything. I thought a distraction would help, but I have so much (SO MUCH) trouble motivating myself to do anything that distraction is a problem. I feel a little sick all the time (still) and I just don’t care much about anything.
I still haven’t repainted my fucking toenails. No one thinks there is anything wrong with this color… except me. Maybe I just can’t bring myself to like anything about myself. That’s a real possibility.
But… I forced myself (and I do mean forced) to go out this morning. I went to the beach for a little while. A very calm peaceful beach. I shouldn’t have done that since this particular beach is about twenty-five minutes away from my home and there’s that whole pesky tire situation. The irony is that I almost didn’t make it home because my gas light came on and I was nowhere near a station… nothing to do with my tires.
Anyway… this is a boring post… and I hate it. But here are some pictures I took this morning.
It looks like the ocean is boiling and steam is coming from it. Weird.
This is a rocky beach…
But the rocks look pretty cool.
Again with the steam-looking clouds.
There were a lot of seagulls overhead. I’m surprised I didn’t get pooped on because that’s how my ‘luck‘ is.
And I will leave you with thoughts of seagull poop. Yeah, that’s about right.
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