dear diary | e – ethan #atozchallenge

Dear Diary,

His name is Ethan.

I should probably stop calling him Mr. Hottie. If I don’t, I might slip and call him that to his face. That would be humiliating.

I’m fucking twenty years old… I’m not a child anymore. But when I’m sitting in Chem beside Mr. Hottie… oops, I mean Ethan, I feel like I’m thirteen years old again. It’s almost impossible for me to keep from blushing and getting all giggly when he talks to me. Especially with that voice. Even when he whispers it’s sexy as hell. Maybe especially when he whispers. And when he says my name. And when he says chemistry things. Or when he says… anything. God, I need to stop. Fuck… he probably has a girlfriend.

But it’s not just his voice… or his whispers. It’s just him. He’s so sweet. And he’s funny. He makes the same stupid kinds of jokes I make. I love that. We got in a little bit of trouble because of it this morning. He was drawing faces in his notebook during class while Professor Doctor Strange was talking. I think he was bored. But he was adorable… and the expressions on his little faces were funny. And I kind of let a little laugh slip out. And so did he. And we got caught.


Totally worth it, though.

what sandra thinks

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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.

©2018 what sandra thinks

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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34 Responses to dear diary | e – ethan #atozchallenge

  1. SindrElf says:

    If this based on something recent; you should probably just call him that, it could lead somewhere 😉

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  2. Hahaha! That does sound like 13 year olds, passing notes in class, giggling, blushing. Fun to have that rush of infatuation though. 😃

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  3. Meg says:

    This is fun, Sandra! Like a trip down memory lane. I’m a bit cynical about super hot guys though… Can’t wait to see how this unfolds! 😃

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  4. gigglingfattie says:

    Awww this is sweet! I love the “I feel like a 13-year-old blushing and giggling at everything” phase!

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  5. Iain Kelly says:

    Oh please let her and Mr Hottie get together at some point! 🙂

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  6. So far he’s perfect. Gorgeous and nice. Hope he stays that way, but 20 year old guys can be idiots!

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  7. Liam says:

    I hope Mr. Hottie lives up to his reputation.

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  8. I think I’m beginning to feel inadequate now. Like an inadequate hyper shy 13 year old!!!

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  9. jrvincente says:

    Totally worth it!

    Jayden R. Vincente
    Erotic Fiction Writer

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  10. Bobby Mishra says:

    Wow sandra its amazing n sweet..

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