Dear Diary,
His name is Ethan.
I should probably stop calling him Mr. Hottie. If I don’t, I might slip and call him that to his face. That would be humiliating.
I’m fucking twenty years old… I’m not a child anymore. But when I’m sitting in Chem beside Mr. Hottie… oops, I mean Ethan, I feel like I’m thirteen years old again. It’s almost impossible for me to keep from blushing and getting all giggly when he talks to me. Especially with that voice. Even when he whispers it’s sexy as hell. Maybe especially when he whispers. And when he says my name. And when he says chemistry things. Or when he says… anything. God, I need to stop. Fuck… he probably has a girlfriend.
But it’s not just his voice… or his whispers. It’s just him. He’s so sweet. And he’s funny. He makes the same stupid kinds of jokes I make. I love that. We got in a little bit of trouble because of it this morning. He was drawing faces in his notebook during class while Professor Doctor Strange was talking. I think he was bored. But he was adorable… and the expressions on his little faces were funny. And I kind of let a little laugh slip out. And so did he. And we got caught.
Oops.
Totally worth it, though.
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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.
©2018 what sandra thinks
what sandra thinks 
If this based on something recent; you should probably just call him that, it could lead somewhere 😉
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Not recent… but not a bad idea, either!
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Hahaha! That does sound like 13 year olds, passing notes in class, giggling, blushing. Fun to have that rush of infatuation though. 😃
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Yeah, I miss that feeling. Pretty sure it’s not something I’ll ever feel again.
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😕😕
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This is fun, Sandra! Like a trip down memory lane. I’m a bit cynical about super hot guys though… Can’t wait to see how this unfolds! 😃
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Oh, but this is my fantasy version… so, in sharp contrast to my real life, things generally don’t go the worst way possible here…
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That’s a good thing! I can’t seem to shake the gloom out of my writing these days.
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Well, it’s totally unrealistic but it’s the only place I find happiness… fiction.
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We write the world we wish to live in. I get it.
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I know you do. ♥
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Awww this is sweet! I love the “I feel like a 13-year-old blushing and giggling at everything” phase!
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I do, too. Really wish I could go back in time to those days. And stay there!
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But finding someone to have that phase with is hella hard. It sucks. And apparently I’ve “tried so much!” according to the 10-year-old I nanny. lol because having 3 relationships over my life is “a lot” to him.
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Oh man… with that logic, I’ve tried waaay too much! I’ve had, like, at least 12…
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Lol we broke it down between just going on a date and a relationship. Which I’m not very experienced with either but he laughed for about 5 minutes straight! Because I’ve tried sooooo much and haven’t gotten married yet…boy has a lot to learn lol
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Oh, he certainly does!
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Oh please let her and Mr Hottie get together at some point! 🙂
https://iainkellywriting.com/2018/04/05/e-is-for-echternach-luxembourg/
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That would be the dream… 🙂
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So far he’s perfect. Gorgeous and nice. Hope he stays that way, but 20 year old guys can be idiots!
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Well, like I was saying to Meg… this is me writing so… you know how I am.
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I’d be good with a happy ever after❤️
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Me, too. Oh, you mean for the story… 😉
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Oh, sure, the story 😉
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I hope Mr. Hottie lives up to his reputation.
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I think he might…
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I think I’m beginning to feel inadequate now. Like an inadequate hyper shy 13 year old!!!
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I think we all have some 13-year-old inside our heads. Probably a good thing…
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Totally worth it!
Jayden R. Vincente
Erotic Fiction Writer
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Definitely!
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Wow sandra its amazing n sweet..
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Thank you!
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Wow❤
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