morning:
today
will be a good day
something will go right
everything won’t go wrong
I will wake up
to sunshine
rain will wait
until tomorrow
evening:
today
was a bad day
nothing went right
everything went wrong
I will close my eyes
under clouded moonlight
wishing for sunshine
but expecting rain
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That would be better, wouldn’t it? I’m just sick of the bad days…
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Aww, I can imagine…
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Don’t do that to yourself. See the good. Whether it’s raining or not, you get coffee! 😊
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🙂 I just really sick of the bad days. I try to have a good attitude… they’re not all going to be bad… etc… but somehow they all turn out bad anyway. I’m a disaster.
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Just don’t let that self-fulfilling prophecy thang creep in. Yeah, bad days happen, to all of us. But don’t wake up assuming it’s gonna be a bad one. Please. 😊
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That’s the thing… I wake up with a decent attitude but every day turns out to be a bad one. It’s not even 11 am yet and shit has already gone to hell.
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Already? What the heck happened before noon? 😃
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Kids are fighting… Telling each other they hate the other… We’re a week into summer vacation and I already don’t know how to keep then entertained… And I’m such a depressed mess I don’t want to do anything… I had no business becoming a parent… I suck at it.
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I don’t believe that. That’s just kids being kids. You know they don’t really hate each other, right? 😃
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I guess but they sure act like it. It makes m really sad. And my f-ed up meds are making me just want to go back to sleep. It’s just a disaster.
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Are you on a new one or did the previous one stop being effective?
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She thought I needed to try something different because I should be doing better, I guess… But now I feel a lot worse. I see her tomorrow and I want to go back to the other one but I don’t know if she’ll do that. This one now is also making me constantly hungry. I feel like crap! And I feel fat… something that puts me into deep depression as I’ve worked my ass off to stay in decent shape.
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You definitely need to tell her what’s going on. How long have you been on it? Takes a while for them to build up to a therapeutic level sometimes.
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It’s been just over a month, but the crazy appetite and constant need to nap are out of control. I need to get off this stuff. I hope she gets that… or I’m going to feel even worse… and let me tell you… some days lately, it’s felt like I couldn’t feel worse, you know?
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I hear ya’, but never ask what else could go wrong. The universe will answer, and not in a good way. When did you say your appointment was?
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It’s today…
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Good! The sooner the better. Hope it goes well and that she listens to you. 😊
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I’m glad you are writing poetry again! But this one makes me sad 😦
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Thank you but sorry. Lately it seems everything I write is sad…
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Its ok! You can be sad if you need to be sad
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I’m sorry the day is going badly. The kids are just getting on each other’s nerves, i bet. I’m sure they don’t hate each other. I wish I had a good idea for how to keep them entertained but I am clueless in that department. Art projects maybe? There are a ton of tutorials on YouTube.
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But it’s been a week… And we have 9 more to go…! Ugh. My daughter might be into art projects but my son probably won’t. And they’re just not super social to the point where they take off with their friends at this point. My son is a bit of a loner and my daughter’s a bit young… so it’s all on me. And everything else going on with me is just making it worse, you know? Sigh… I really want a nap.
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Oh boy! Yeah I think I’d need a nap too… Well don’t despair. Maybe you’ll have a flash of inspiration. Or they will figure something out themselves.
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This was beautifully written and very honest. If you are willing/interested, I’d love to feature it on https://thisterriblemorning.com/
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Hi… and thank you. I am willing to be featured… I checked out your blog — would you want a small bio to include in the post? Let me know… you can contact me through my contact page. Thanks again!
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