I want it so much it hurts.
It’s not something I can create.
Everyone doesn’t get to have it.
It’s there or it’s not there.
For me… it’s not.
It’s out of my reach.
Sometimes I get a shred of it… then it’s taken away.
The world is out of balance if I feel good.
Course correction brings it back to bad.
I fight but I fail.
I’m too tired and disheartened to bother anymore.
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