Dear Diary,
I had one of those dreams last night… the ones where you wake up with your heart pounding because you don’t know what’s real. But it only took me a minute to come back down to earth… because I’m pretty sure Ethan would never kiss me in the middle of Chemistry class. But in my dream… wow. I think I melted.
I wonder if he’s that amazing outside my dreams… God, what am I saying? Of course he is! I honestly don’t know how I’m going to sit next to him in class tomorrow without grabbing him by his shirt and confirming just how amazing he is.
I’m going to give myself a heart attack.
It’s just that ever since that night at the infirmary, it feels a little different with him. That was the first time we talked outside of class. Sure, it was about class… mostly. But it seemed like… more. Maybe I’m imagining things… maybe it’s wishful thinking. But I don’t think I care. It makes me happy. He makes me happy.
Maybe we’ll never be more than lab partners…
But we’ll always have Chemistry.
Wow. That was really bad. Even for me. I’m hopeless.
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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.
©2018 what sandra thinks
Superbly taut writing Sandra
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Reading these reminds me of my cousin. She was more like a sister, both of us only children. But anyway, she was the most boy-crazy girl I knew. This one sounds exactly like something she’d write. 😃
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I admit to being boy crazy. Back then. And a little bit still now. 🙂
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Ha! She still is too. Hopeless romantic. 😃
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Yeah… That’s me, too…
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Nothin’ wrong with that. The world of romantic is a beautiful one. 😊
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It is in fiction. That is not my reality, as you know. Really wish I could go back and reboot.
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I don’t think anybody actually lives there. Real life is not so romantic most days. But it’s not a bad escape. 😃
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I just want to be there so badly. There are only so many hours of the day that I can write or read to get into that world. And I always have to come out of it. Sucks!
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I hear ya’. Try to find the good though. Somewhere. 😊
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Well written Sandra. I enjoyed this.
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Glad you liked it! 🙂
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Haha, all those hormones! I’m sure I spent hours at college dreaming and daydreaming about boys!
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I know I did… Oh, hell, I still do…
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How can you concentrate on class at all? Loving this!
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There’s a reason my grades suffered a little in college… 🙂
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Whoops! 😜 I completely understand!
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🙂
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It sounds like she may do something she might regret in lab soon! 🙂
https://iainkellywriting.com/2018/04/12/k-is-for-komarno-slovakia-and-komarom-hungary/
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I laughed out loud at the we’ll always chemistry…😉
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SOOO cheesy! I almost took it out!
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I like cheesy!
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Me too. Pass the nachos. 😃
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Now you made me hungry!
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🙂 Sorry!
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It’s always weird seeing someone you dreamed about!
Jayden R. Vincente
Erotic Fiction Writer
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You feel like they know everything…!
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I’m always here for cheesy puns! Love it.
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Haha… they seem to come to me all the time…
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