dear diary | k – kiss #atozchallenge

Dear Diary,

I had one of those dreams last night… the ones where you wake up with your heart pounding because you don’t know what’s real. But it only took me a minute to come back down to earth… because I’m pretty sure Ethan would never kiss me in the middle of Chemistry class. But in my dream… wow. I think I melted.

I wonder if he’s that amazing outside my dreams… God, what am I saying? Of course he is! I honestly don’t know how I’m going to sit next to him in class tomorrow without grabbing him by his shirt and confirming just how amazing he is.

I’m going to give myself a heart attack.

It’s just that ever since that night at the infirmary, it feels a little different with him. That was the first time we talked outside of class. Sure, it was about class… mostly. But it seemed like… more. Maybe I’m imagining things… maybe it’s wishful thinking. But I don’t think I care. It makes me happy. He makes me happy.

Maybe we’ll never be more than lab partners…

But we’ll always have Chemistry.

Wow. That was really bad. Even for me. I’m hopeless.

what sandra thinks

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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.

©2018 what sandra thinks

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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30 Responses to dear diary | k – kiss #atozchallenge

  1. Reading these reminds me of my cousin. She was more like a sister, both of us only children. But anyway, she was the most boy-crazy girl I knew. This one sounds exactly like something she’d write. 😃

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  2. Miriam says:

    Well written Sandra. I enjoyed this.

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  3. Haha, all those hormones! I’m sure I spent hours at college dreaming and daydreaming about boys!

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  4. Meg says:

    How can you concentrate on class at all? Loving this!

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  5. Marquessa says:

    I laughed out loud at the we’ll always chemistry…😉

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  6. jrvincente says:

    It’s always weird seeing someone you dreamed about!

    Jayden R. Vincente
    Erotic Fiction Writer

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  7. I’m always here for cheesy puns! Love it.

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