
most days
I don’t understand
what makes me smile
makes me cry
what makes me happy
makes me angry
what makes me go
makes me stop
what makes me wake
makes me sleep
most days
I don’t understand
why I feel
what I feel

©2018 what sandra thinks
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Sandra is a writer, blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy, too. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
That sucks. Don’t just feel like if you knew what The issue was, exactly, you could try and fix it? Hate that feeling. It’s maddening. 😠
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Every day is a mystery to me… It’s like playing ‘wheel of emotions’ every morning… Never know what I’m gonna get…
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That really sucks then. 😕
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Yes, not being able to understand what’s making you feel a certain way renders you helpless to try to fix it. And sometimes it’s just chemicals and there isn’t a way to think your way out of it. 😦
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Yeah… you’re right. Maybe I can’t find a reason because there isn’t an “external” one. I emptied and reorganized a cabinet. Lately, I love to throw things out. And it’s best if I do it when the husband isn’t home because he might not like it but he also won’t notice what’s gone. lol
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Oh I love it! Good for you! Lighten the load!
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Me too, Sandra!
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Sometimes, it makes it really hard to change my mood. Maybe coffee is the answer… Or chocolate…
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Coffee and/or chocolate is always the answer lol
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Purging stuff is always good. The more things I have accumulated and the more haphazard my house is, the less in control I feel.
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Me too. If only my husband and son were more like me and my daughter… we’re willing to get rid of stuff!
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It’s true. Youngest has about 100 black shirts but can he give any away? Oh, no!
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Pretty much all my shirts are black… but I do not have 100! 😀
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Well, black or dark gray😀
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Exactly! 😀
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Beautiful……the image makes it.
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That image is kind of brighter than I feel at the moment… but I thought it fit anyway…
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