I know I should
feel beautiful
on my own
but I crave a love
that makes me
feel beautiful
even when I can’t
feel it alone
©2018 what sandra thinks
I know I should
feel beautiful
on my own
but I crave a love
that makes me
feel beautiful
even when I can’t
feel it alone
©2018 what sandra thinks
Liam Sullivan's Ideas and Reflections
Wordpress simulcast of the official A to Z Challenge blog
Writing is a craft. I practice it here. Stellar stuff. Mediocre stuff. Don't bother stuff.
the fictional journal of Katie K.
“Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to arrive at its destination full of hope.” — Maya Angelou
Photos, art, and a little bit of LIT.
A Look on the Brighter Side of Life
Such is the love that drives us.
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And sometimes, drives us mad…
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Mad, desperate, crazy…(feels a star wars quote coming on, stops self from being a fool)
But yes, love can either break us or strengthen us. Madness, as it seems, is inevitable regardless.
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That’s the truth… madness is always part of the picture.
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And thats love for us
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Yes it is…
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One couldn’t ask for anything more. 😊
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Yeah… I’d “settle” for this…
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I hear ya’. I used to think that was the unicorn. I now know it’s possible. Maybe he’ll have an epiphany. 😊
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That’s not going to happen. I don’t think I even want that from him anymore. Maybe it feels better for me to not believe it exists. Then I don’t have such a gaping hole…
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Nah. Never stop believing in those kinds of things. Apathy is far worse. 😕
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But the more I care, the more it upsets me…
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But the alternative is worse, don’t you think? Not feeling at all? Sounds hollow. Y’all need to have a serious heart to heart. 😕
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But I don’t know if you understand. I don’t want to. I just don’t want this from him anymore. Oh hell, I’ve already given up on ever having this. There’s no point believing… hoping for it.
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Youre breakin’ my heart. 😕😕
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I don’t mean to… I’m just being realistic… and honest… But hey, I felt brave enough to post my own head…
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Im glad you did. Like I’ve told you before, you’re safe here, so don’t fear posting stuff like that. I’d bet you’ll find that no matter what you write about, you aren’t alone. I just wish you didn’t have this material. 😕
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I have this shame thing going on. I’m humiliated by how I feel. I feel like I need to keep it to myself. Also there are no answers so I might as well shut up about it.
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Nope. If talking it out helps, even just a little, then do not shut up about it. And there’s nothing to feel humiliated about. Like I said, I guarantee you’re not alone. 😊
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It feels like I am. Always. I hate it…
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May feel that way, but you’re not. 😊
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I guess not…
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Amen to that! ❤️
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🙂 ♥
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Alas you touched upon the weak link in the human condition. That all strength derives from the love we have for ourselves, but this love cannot be understood until someone else names it for us.
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I love the way you put that. That’s exactly it…
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Beautiful. Is that you? I love your hair!
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Yes, that’s me… Thank you! Your the first to mention that… I wonder if anyone else realizes…? 🙂
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Maybe not because you’ve been so shy about showing yourself most of the time!
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I am… shy and paranoid… mostly because this is separate from my offline life… 🙂
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Well, yes, I get that you want to remain private. And that’s perfectly fine!
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🙂
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Yep. Someone else realized. 😊
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🙂
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The internal eternal struggle for us all. To truely feel that in our own eyes we are beautiful and worthy of being seen that way in others eyes.
You are beautiful no matter what you tell yourself.
Your hair however is ‘okay’… but I’m biased 😄♥
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Thank you… ♥
Oh, you and that hair! You are so fresh. My hair is quite lovely. I let you win that one because I’m so sweet. So there. 😛
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Mwhahaha!!! 😋💛🍍💛
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Yeah… aren’t you cute. 😛 ♥ 😀
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…. I try 😄
…. and succeed 😋
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Uh huh. 😛
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Ok, I’ll see what I can do! ❤
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Why thank you! How sweet… ❤
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Exquisitely written and absolutely love the picture and the hair! It looks like rays of sunshine, gorgeous!
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Thank you… ♥ Yes, I am a fucking ray of sunshine. LOL
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People always say that, but I’ve gone without self love pretty much my whole life… yet others love me. Or does this mean they don’t?
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I’m visiting sites… I’m new to blogging. I enjoyed reading yours😁👍 how long have you been doing this? Any helpful suggestions to help make mine noticeable?☺️
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Hi… thanks for visiting! I’ve been blogging for over two years now. I wish I had some words of wisdom to share, but to be honest, I have no idea how people find me! But I would say… be real, be yourself even if you don’t think you should. I think people respond to those they feel they know or understand through their words. And have fun… 🙂
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