another today. #poetry

another today. what sandra thinks

Some days
I just don’t think
I can do it
might be better
it might not…
and I don’t want
another today.

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About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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20 Responses to another today. #poetry

    • I don’t know. I got really scared last night. That feeling isn’t really gone. I feel like I’m losing it… struggling to do even the mundane things I need to do. But I can’t go completely nuts… I have children… I need to take care of them. But my head seems to have other ideas about what I’m capable of. I just don’t know.

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  1. Josh Wrenn says:

    I hope this feeling passes shortly for you.

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  2. I too have days like these … not the same as yours, obviously, but more specific to me. This feeling of grievous loss often happens to me when the creative spirits leave me and I don’t seem able to see or think straight, let alone believe in myself nor in their return. They are indeed difficult days … in my case, I can only hope and believe that the creative spirits will sooner or later return … however difficult it seems to be to persuade them … it is a dark place … akin to the dark night of the soul … believe in the stars … they will reappear … meanwhile hang in there and know that you are not alone.

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    • Your words are beautiful… obviously, you are a gifted writer — even a comment sounds poetic and lovely. Thanks for your thoughts. When something is wrong, I do tend to think it will be wrong forever. I struggle to convince myself that it will ever be repaired. Lately, even the little things are affecting me. In my head, I logically I know it’s ridiculous, but somehow, that doesn’t ‘fix’ it…

      Thank you again.

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  3. I’ve been there. I hope the feeling passes soon!

    Sometimes the way I try to get out of a funk is to amuse myself.

    I’m trying to think of a good joke, but I can’t. So, I recommend that you watch Space Jam. At the very least, you’ll be taken out of your normal head space as you wonder what the heck it is that you just watched. 😝

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