Some days
I just don’t think
I can do it
anymore.
Tomorrow
might be better
but
it might not…
and I don’t want
another today.
©2017 what sandra thinks
Some days
I just don’t think
I can do it
anymore.
Tomorrow
might be better
but
it might not…
and I don’t want
another today.
©2017 what sandra thinks
Liam Sullivan's Ideas and Reflections
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Writing is a craft. I practice it here. Stellar stuff. Mediocre stuff. Don't bother stuff.
the fictional journal of Katie K.
“Love recognizes no barriers. It jumps hurdles, leaps fences, penetrates walls to arrive at its destination full of hope.” — Maya Angelou
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A Look on the Brighter Side of Life
You ok? 😕
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I don’t know. I got really scared last night. That feeling isn’t really gone. I feel like I’m losing it… struggling to do even the mundane things I need to do. But I can’t go completely nuts… I have children… I need to take care of them. But my head seems to have other ideas about what I’m capable of. I just don’t know.
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I thought the new changes to mess were helping? Think it’s just your body adjusting? I don’t like hearing you say you got scared. Concerns me. 😕
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Oh, it concerns me, too. I have no idea what the fuck is going on. Seems nothing is going to help me. I don’t know how to accept that or how to live like this. It is scary as hell. And every comment I read makes me cry. Not because of the comment or the person posting it… because of me. Because I don’t feel worthy of anyone’s kindness and I can’t believe people care And aren’t just sick of me and because I have no idea what to do. I’m a disaster… again. Or maybe this is my life now.
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No, no, no! You are worthy, of all of the comments and encouragement and kind words. Everyone is. You’re struggling. We can read it. And feel it. And we care. I hate seeing anyone go through things like this. Especially someone I genuinely like. Just know that it’s not lip service. We care, and we’ll continue to do so. 😊
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You’ve got to be one of the nicest people I’ve (n)ever met. Seriously. You’re such a good friend to me. I don’t know what to say. I almost posted *again* today about how crappy I’m feeling but I don’t want that to be all I am… even though lately, that’s how it feels. But you and others here actually see me as a real person… not just some messed up entity despite all my issues.
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C’mon. Of course you’re a real person. Flaws and fantastic, unsure and unbelievable. Just like us all. We all have our own demons. Doesn’t mean we’re not real. It’s quite the contrary. You included.
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My demons just can’t seem to stay in hiding, like, ever. I know you’re going to tell me (again) that it’s not necessary but… thank you. 🙂 ♥
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You’re right. It’s not necessary. But, you’re welcome. Figure the cake out? 😊
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Yeah… It’s chilling. It’s very simple… but I’ll take pictures tomorrow anyway…
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Good deal. It’s 1:45 am and I’m craving cake. Dammit! 😃
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Sorry! I really should be sleeping… 😴 But I do get cake tomorrow… 🙂
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No worries. I’m making cupcakes as I type this. Problem solved. 😃
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I hope this feeling passes shortly for you.
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Thanks, Josh. I hope you’re doing well.
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New day for me today, so hopefully it’s better.
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I too have days like these … not the same as yours, obviously, but more specific to me. This feeling of grievous loss often happens to me when the creative spirits leave me and I don’t seem able to see or think straight, let alone believe in myself nor in their return. They are indeed difficult days … in my case, I can only hope and believe that the creative spirits will sooner or later return … however difficult it seems to be to persuade them … it is a dark place … akin to the dark night of the soul … believe in the stars … they will reappear … meanwhile hang in there and know that you are not alone.
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Your words are beautiful… obviously, you are a gifted writer — even a comment sounds poetic and lovely. Thanks for your thoughts. When something is wrong, I do tend to think it will be wrong forever. I struggle to convince myself that it will ever be repaired. Lately, even the little things are affecting me. In my head, I logically I know it’s ridiculous, but somehow, that doesn’t ‘fix’ it…
Thank you again.
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I’ve been there. I hope the feeling passes soon!
Sometimes the way I try to get out of a funk is to amuse myself.
I’m trying to think of a good joke, but I can’t. So, I recommend that you watch Space Jam. At the very least, you’ll be taken out of your normal head space as you wonder what the heck it is that you just watched. 😝
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Haha! Thank you. I’m laughing anyway at the suggestion. I very much appreciate that. Today has been a better day… hopefully things continue to go in the right direction… 🙂
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