gone.

Posted on 15 February 2017 by what sandra thinks

gone.

why am I still holding on
when I know you’re forever gone?
I wish you were coming back
but shining light has turned to black
I’ve spent too long on this aimless train
time for me to accept the pain

but I cannot decide
if I would rather hide
watching you just to be near
or close my eyes and disappear

it hurts my heart to let you go
so I stay alone in your shadow
buried in my hopeless dreams
quiet outside while my inside screams
remembering what we used to be
wishing again to be you and me

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©2017 what sandra thinks

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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23 Responses to gone.

  1. expressmyself2017 says:
    15 February 2017 at 8:44 am

    I needed that. Thank you…

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  2. Jerry Peri says:
    15 February 2017 at 9:46 am

    I know this kind of feeling!

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  3. my valiant soul says:
    15 February 2017 at 10:01 am

    This was a genuine writing!Felt for it.

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  4. Meg Sorick says:
    15 February 2017 at 10:02 am

    Lost loves…. oh the what ifs and the maybes. This is excellent Sandra. ❤

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  5. VictoryInTrouble says:
    15 February 2017 at 11:27 am

    This is beautiful, Sandra. Really nicely written.

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  6. Ben Aqiba says:
    16 February 2017 at 7:57 am

    Great poem.I like it

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  7. bad301 says:
    16 February 2017 at 9:31 am

    we hold on because we dont want to forget -bruce

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  8. sirensong1208 says:
    17 February 2017 at 8:08 am

    All the feels on this one. I feel this intensely at the moment. Know it.

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  9. Lennon Carlyle says:
    17 February 2017 at 4:56 pm

    So sincere and yet so sad. Beautifully written S.

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