Dear Diary,
There’s a party tomorrow night in my dorm. The Woodman party is kind of a big thing on campus… a tradition. But I don’t want to go. No, it’s not the stupid beer pong. It’s Hannah. I’ve successfully avoided her for a few days but that ended today. Kind of.
I saw Ethan talking to a few guys outside the student center this afternoon. Before I got close enough for him to notice me, Hannah came from the other direction and inserted herself into the guys’ conversation. I slowed down and changed direction because I really did not want to have to interact with Hannah and Ethan at the same time. It bothered me. A lot. Probably more than it should have.
But despite my little detour, I heard part of their conversation. And when I did, I stopped just around the corner of the building to listen. And as it turned out, to torture myself.
Hannah invited them to the Woodman party. As ‘her guests’. Like it’s her party. She doesn’t even live in Woodman. I do. Not that that gives me any special ownership over the event… but still. What the hell? And the really sickening part was the way they were falling all over her. Okay, to be fair, I only heard two voices other than Hannah’s. Neither sounded like Ethan. But still. I knew they were all going to go to that party with Hannah. God, she can’t even ask one guy… she has to ask four.
And one of them is mine.
Well, I wish he was mine.
I had to get the hell out of there. I could feel my eyes stinging… I knew tears were coming. I took a deep breath, clutched my books to my chest and started walking as fast as I could. I heard Hannah call out my name but I pretended I didn’t. I just kept walking straight toward my dorm.
Even when I heard my name a second time, I kept going.
Even though I knew the second voice was Ethan.
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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.
©2018 what sandra thinks
what sandra thinks 
Nice: those were the days …
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Parties were among your biggest concerns… Yeah, those were the days!
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What a bitch. 😠
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I know right!!!
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The guys that fall for girls like that are nimrods. So transparent. 😏
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Exactly.. like hooow.. they are so blind.. and they just want … irrespective of the fact that the girl lacks a character!
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Yeah, thinking with the wrong head. Even for a one night stand I still preferred to at like the girl. Some guys just don’t care. One of my best friends is that way. My wife calls him a man-whore. 😃😃
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Lol.. maybe your influence on him will work up and he’ll start thinking straight .. hopefully!
Or keep him sober.. whichever is easier 😛
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Hahaha! No, he’s been that way forever, and unlikely to change him now. Women just throw themselves at him. It’s hard to change when it’s that easy. He’s not a big drinker either, so that’s not the issue. 😃
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Oohh… apparently some have it all 😛
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I wouldn’t say that. He has no trouble getting women, no. But he’s my age, divorced, single. Some may think he’s got it made, but he has nobody to go home to, to hold when the shit hits the fan, etc. I wouldn’t trade places with him. He’s told me before that he’s actually jealous of my life. Once you get to a certain age, family life is more important than screwing everything that walks. 😃
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Oh that’s sad. But I’m sure he’ll find someone to settle down with soon.. and not just screw around.. Yes family life does become important. Its a crucial role that builds your character.
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He had a long term relationship, married, 3 kids. But it ended badly and she continued to be shitty when it came to the kids and such. Don’t think he’s interested in going down that path again.
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Ouch, what an ass that woman… yes that will be hard for him. My best wishes to him…
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Interesting friend!!
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He’s really a great guy. We’ve been friends for 30 years now. He’d give you the shirt off his back if you needed it. Just can’t resist the ladies. 😃
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Give him my number. 😛
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That would be trouble, I’m afraid. He’s actually fairly close to your area though, until June at least. His job has him in Delaware. I’m sure you’d react the same way most women do to him, so beware. It was awesome being his wing man back in college and our early 20’s. It made my work a lot easier. 😏
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LOL… But maybe I need a one night stand! (I’m not being serious… mostly.)
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If that’s all you want, he’s your guy. Still think it’d be trouble though. 😏
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I’m sure it would…
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Then you’d be pissed at me for facilitating it. It’d be more drama than I’m up for, so I will withhold his number at this time. 😃
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I wouldn’t call it anyway. Hell, I’m sure he wouldn’t want me anyway!
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Oh, that wouldn’t be an issue. 😊
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I’m not the girl guys go after…
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Maybe not every guy. But that just helps weed out the crap. 😃
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Guys might think I AM the crap! But point taken…
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Careful…you’re gonna make me go all rainbows and butterflies on your ass. 😜
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I don’t want any of those on my ass. LOL 😛
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Hahaha! Would you prefer unicorns? 😃
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Oh hell no! 😛
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😜
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To be honest… unicorns sound painful… 😀
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Hahaha! Yeah, that’s a valid point. Between the hooves and the horn, likely gonna leave some kinda mark. 😃
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I would be scarred for life. I’m sure I already am in many ways… but that would be literal… lol
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Hahaha! I’m scarred for life too…and mostly self-inflicted, self-induced, or both. 😏
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I think we can all agree that I’ve scarred myself, too. Walking disaster that I am…
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Nah. You’re nowhere near a walking disaster. You’re just human, walking through the mine field that is life. 😊😊
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Oh come on, though, my mine field is worse than most. I think there’s a mine every 6 inches.
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I hear ya’. 😏
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Wow 😂
30 years is a loonnng time!! Congratulations 😋
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I’ve known guys like that… intimately, in one case… lol
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One of my best friends is like that. He never has to try either. They just throw themselves at him. When it’s that easy…..
😏
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Yeah, they’re not looking for character!
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They’re not looking for love… or anything like it…
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Oh, I get that. And I love women as much as the next guy. But being even a little discerning, even for a one night stand, was always prudent to me. I never wanted to dip my wick just any old place. Some dudes just don’t care. That seemed overly risky to me.
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I agree. I’ve made a few poor decisions but I was never that bad…
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Ha! Haven’t we all. 😃
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I know, right??
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People like that get on my last nerve. It’s like they weren’t held enough as a kid. 😏
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I like to think people like that eventually get what they deserve… but my experience has shown me that it tends to be the opposite. They get it all and someone like me gets nothing…
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That’s an illusion. People like that are never satisfied. Ever. No matter how it appears from the outside looking in.
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Well… Putting that aside… I still get nothing. Which sucks.
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😕
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I cannot wait for this girl to get her just desserts! 👿
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She needs a beatdown. LOL
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Agreed! I can’t wait to see what you do to her! 😜
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Hahaha. I am not a violent person. Not physically, anyway… 🙂
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I would never condone violence! 😇 However…. I’m sure there are other ways she can be dealt with! 😉
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😀
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I knew girls like her. I think they were so unsure of their worth that they didn’t think they had anything to offer a guy but sex. Teenagers and early 20s, so much insecurity! It would be interesting to see where girls like her are 20 years after college and if they ever learned to be friends or not!
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In my experience, in the future, they might get better eventually but still see everything as a competition. They have to top everything you ever tell them so they feel like they’ve “won”…
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I ran into a mean girl that I went to school with at our high school reunion. She was the same as ever, like any of that crap matters after all these years. Did not see her with a date tho
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That’s awesome that she didn’t have a date! I’m so mean… 😒
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I was secretly glad, too!
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She should so go to the party and win him back, she has to!
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I think that would be a good idea… probably…
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Hannah needs to learn a lesson. Will that lesson come from you???😉
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Stay tuned… 😏
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Give Ethan a nice big kiss in front of Hannah!😉
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That would be perfect, wouldn’t it? 🙂
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😁
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She didn’t stop for Ethan!? Oh dear. 😦 I hope it works out!!
Jayden R. Vincente
Erotic Fiction Writer
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She doesn’t want him to see her so upset… but I think she might get over that.
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I nominated you for the Liebster Award! I just wanted to let you know I appreciate your writing! 🙏😊
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Thank you so much! 🙂
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Your very welcome!😊
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