Dear Diary,
Jules called me in a panic this afternoon.
The worst possible thing has happened. Okay, fine, I’m being a little dramatic. Or maybe I’m not. This is a nightmare! But really… who am I kidding? I knew it was just a matter of time…
Hannah saw me walking out of the science building with Ethan this morning. I didn’t see her but she must have gotten a really good look at Ethan because she asked Jules all kinds of questions about him. ‘Who is that guy she was with? Has she talked about him? She has to introduce me…’
Jules pretended she had no idea who Hannah was talking about. Because Jules is the best friend ever.
But… damn.
I don’t want Hannah to ruin this for me. I don’t even want her to have a chance to try. I think Ethan might really like me. But she’s going to fuck everything up. What the hell am I supposed to do? Hurry up and get him before she gets to him? I’m too damn shy. I don’t rush things. If it’s going to happen, I want it to happen naturally. I don’t want to force it.
No. Hannah is the one who forces things. God. This sucks.
Maybe I should have kissed Ethan at the library. Maybe I should have done something. But that’s not me. It’s Hannah. And now she’s going to do whatever it takes to get him no matter what I do… what I say… how I feel. She doesn’t care. And I can’t stop her. And then… it’ll be too late for me.
Or… it won’t be…
Because maybe he won’t be taken in. Maybe he won’t fall for her act.
He’s too smart for that… isn’t he?
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‘Dear Diary’ is fiction based on actual events.
Any similarities to your college life is purely coincidental.
Any similarities to mine is entirely intentional.
©2018 what sandra thinks
what sandra thinks 
Ohhh…I can’t stand that girl…😠
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She’s a selfish bitch!
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🙂
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I wouldn’t bet on any guy being too smart to not fall for a female who throws themselves at him. Most would cave like a house of cards. 😏
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Yeah, sometimes men suck!!
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Yeah, we really do. Well, most do at least. We aren’t all led around by our dicks….but most sure are. 😏
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It can’t be that bad or every boyfriend and husband would cheat whenever the opportunity arose, so to speak… 🙂
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I’m afraid most may do just that, if it was served up on a platter. Not all, of course. Some guys, myself included, don’t put off that kind of vibe. I rarely get hit on on even, because I’m not overtly available. But you know how a large portion of men are. A little attention from the opposite sex and they turn into blithering idiots. 😏
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Oh well. I never claimed to be a super-realistic writer… even if this whole story is based on real events…
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I hope he’s smart enough not to fall for it. 😃
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Ohoh… Hannah is such a…
I can’t wait for the next post!
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She really is!
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Agh! She can’t win! Oh I hope Ethan is a mature enough guy to resist! It sounds like Hannah can’t imagine NOT getting the guy for herself! She deserves a poetic justice style ending Madame Author!
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LOL I’ve got some plans. I’ve written through V now… Only 4 more to go!
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I’m really enjoying this story! Can’t wait to hear what happens!
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I can’t wait to see how it ends… since I seem to be having trouble with that…!
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Not wanting it to end!
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Happens to me every time!
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Well, now it’s going to depend on which head Ethan is thinking with, isn’t it?
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Yes… it is. Guys are so weak! Well… some of them… sometimes…
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Especially at that age!
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I fear Beach may be right. I hope he’s not!
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I also hope not!
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It’s a good test though, if he’s worth keeping, then he will ignore Hannah…. Fingers crossed!
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You’re right… it is a good test!
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Oh no! Keep her away!
Jayden R. Vincente
Erotic Fiction Writer
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That pesky little Hannah….
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She is a problem…
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