Warning: Too many gifs follow. I was having fun… and needed a laugh. Maybe it’ll work for you, too…
This is the fourth post I’ve written today. Maybe it’ll be the one I actually post. I’ve killed the rest. I think I’m having trouble focusing due to pain. And due to sadness due to pain. And due to anger due to sadness due to pain. I might like to smash the crap out of something.
But I won’t. Instead I’ll just sit here and try to write… because that’s what I do when I’m alone… and I’m alone at the moment.
Again, my daughter is sleeping at a friend’s house… and my husband and son (the other two kids) went to Toys R Us because the business is going under and the liquidation sales have begun. Yeah, we need more toys in the house. Come on. Everyone spends more time on their phones than doing anything else anyway.
I guess if I’m having trouble focusing on writing, I could do something else. I tried drawing earlier. That failed. Maybe a little light reading.
But I haven’t been feeling much like reading lately. That’s not like me, but then again, I haven’t been feeling like myself lately. Too much stress, I think. Like more than usual. But I need to find something to get my mind off things so I don’t stress-eat.
Of course, it’s late and I haven’t had dinner. Maybe I’ve been spending too much time staring at the screen waiting for something to happen.
And getting super annoyed when it doesn’t.
That’s it. I’m going to find something for dinner. I don’t care if it’s only for me. Maybe I’ll make something super delicious… a special treat. No one has to know.
Wish I had the proper ingredients for cheesecake. That would be a great dinner. But I’m too lazy to make one anyway. I guess I could just buy a cheesecake. Of course, I’m too lazy to go out, too.
Sigh.
Maybe I can hire someone to bake for me when I win MegaMillions tonight.
♥sandra
what sandra thinks 
Cheesecake sounds good for dinner. Thanks for the idea!
Hugs.
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Disappointingly, I had a big salad. Still want the cheesecake.
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Ok, you had me at Ice Bear. He is the awesomest! And, either sadly or proudly, I’m not sure which, I’ve seen all of those episodes. What does that mean? 😜
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I’ve seen them all, too, so… take that for what it’s worth. Ice Bear is the best ever. 🙂 Super disappointed he is not represented in the emoji world, though. 🐻 🐼 …
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I think I should speak like him at all times. 😃🤙🏻
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You have to be careful, though. It works for him probably because he doesn’t say much. But then you have someone like Elmo who also refers to himself in third-person and it’s annoying as fuck. 😄
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That’s a good point. 😃
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This is way too cute. Cheesecake does sound good. Or maybe you could call in for pizza.
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I was good and had a salad with leftover chicken. But I can’t stop thinking about cheesecake now… 😃
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Me too!
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Sorry! 🙂
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You should get a gun and go shoot the garden up – I’m only saying that cos thats what I’d do if I lived in the states, we cant do that here in the UK, cos its not legal, and anyhow, people wouldn’t like the noise. I just thought of it watching your gifs, so thats a bit random, I dont know whats going on! 🙂
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I hate that guns are all over the place here. I’ve never even touched one! I’d love to live in a place where they’re not readily available.
But I get your point. 🙂 I can just punch pillows or something. Haha
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😀 😀 😀
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Those gifs are adorable. I must watch the show they’re from haha.
Have you ever seen 500 Days of Summer? That scene where he’s smashing plates is my mental stress ball LOL. Doesn’t always work, but somehow it has a soothing effect when it does.
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I have seen that movie but it was a long time ago. Smashing plates sounds very satisfying, though. 🙂
The show is called We Bare Bears and it’s awesome! It’s a Cartoon Network show. Yes, I am an adult. lol
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You could have joined me for dinner! I was alone too and made enough for two 😉
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But was it cheesecake? 😛 Haha
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No…. but if you would have brought the cheesecake then my dinner plus your dessert would have equaled a great idea!
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The bears are wonderful! I need to watch that show. I have Eli’s cheesecake in my freezer. By the time you get here it will be thawed and ready to eat!
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Yum!! Two servings, right? Half for you, half for me? Hahaha 😄
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Lol the gifs are so cute! 😍
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Aren’t they? I love the bears. 🙂
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