song of the day. #35 | special edition.

song of the day | what sandra thinks

I don’t even know what to write in this post. What a huge loss in the world of music.

Chester Bennington | March 20, 1976 – July 20,2017

I hope he has found peace.

swirly
It starts with one
One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme to explain in due time
(All I know)
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
(It’s so unreal)
Didn’t look out below, watched the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, didn’t even know
I wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

One thing, I don’t know why
It doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind, I designed this rhyme to remind myself how
(I tried so hard)
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I’m surprised it got so [far]
Things aren’t the way they were before
You wouldn’t even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me in the end
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a
Memory of a time when I (tried so hard)

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There’s only one thing you should know

I tried so hard and got so far
But in the end, it doesn’t even matter
I had to fall to lose it all
But in the end it doesn’t even matter

song of the day

song of the day
Obviously I am not the owner of any rights to this song, video, or lyrics… just everything else… which isn’t much… ©2017 what sandra thinks

About what sandra thinks

Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
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19 Responses to song of the day. #35 | special edition.

  1. magarisa says:

    One of my faves!

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  2. The V Pub says:

    It sounds like he had a pretty rough childhood. Such a shame!

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  3. Such a sad story, leaves behind six children also. Absolutely heartbreaking.

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  4. Another bummer day. 😕

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  5. rallisblog says:

    Such sad sad news. 😢😢

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  6. I was and still am deeply affected by the tragic loss. I was on way to board a flight when I heard about his passing. I couldn’t believe it. And I spent the entire journey listening to their songs on repeat. I still do that. It’s so hard to believe that that’s all we’ll ever get to hear. Leave Out all the rest, In the End and In my remains seemed to take on a whole new meaning… And today, I finally put all the thoughts into a blog post. The void will always be there. But we have so many reasons to remember him by. Such a tragic loss. 😔

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