How does one feel good and bad at the same time? I can’t figure it out. Either I’m doing well or I’m not. How can I be doing well and not doing well at the same time? I don’t know… but that is exactly how I feel.
I have a headache. I think maybe I’m dizzy. About 10 minutes ago, I felt good. But now I feel bad. I feel a little anxious and worried. About what? Your guess is as good as mine. Yet I still feel good. But also bad. And good. And bad.
It’s well after midnight. Maybe that’s part of it. Maybe I’m tired. Okay, I’m definitely tired. But this isn’t a normal feeling for me… good and bad at the same time. I can’t even list what’s good and what’s bad. I mean, I could try but then I’d be comparing which list was longer and I’m pretty sure that wouldn’t end well.
Sigh. I am so confused. Which goes on the ‘bad‘ list.
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I hate the sleepless thing. Mind racing, jumbled brain, just won’t shut up. Glad to hear there’s a bit of good mixed in there though. That’s good. Right?
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I guess so… but I’m so confused…
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I hear ya’. New med trying to kick in, maybe?
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Maybe… Although I’m actually in transition back to a previous one from when I was doing better. But same idea… a change. Doing pretty well today… 🙂
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Yep. I bet that’s exactly what’s going on. Glad she listened. 😊
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At least it’s not all bad. And wide awake but tired might be contributing to the bad. Since I’m seeing this the next morning, I’m hoping you got some good sleep!
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I think tired was part of it but I still kind of have the same feeling now… I’m sure the kids will start fighting soon and distract me… 😐 🙂
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Ack! Maybe they need jobs! Lol!
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I need to do something with them. I am still struggling to entertain them without spending lots of money that I don’t have… or going out for ice cream every afternoon. Today we may go play mini golf again… for the 3rd time since school got out 2 weeks ago…! At least my son won a free game last time… only have to pay for 2! 🙂
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That’s cool! And it’s not as hot and humid now. Enjoy!
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