I can’t shake
the feeling
nothing will ever
be right.
I’m looking
for answers
but I can’t find
the good
inside anything.
I only see
the pain.
They tell me
someday
it will all
make sense.
I don’t believe them.
©2017 what sandra thinks
*Please don’t panic. I’m okay-ish.
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what sandra thinks 
You are not alone. I don’t believe ‘them’ either. They have never given me a reason to believe them. I hope you are truly okay. 🙏
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Yes… exactly… there has never been a reason to believe… no evidence. I guess I’m okay… Some days I just cannot shake that sinking feeling…
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Hang in there. I hope it gets better soon!
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Thanks… I hope so, too!
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Take care xx
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Thank you
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I hate when people say things like: “everything happens for a reason.” Is that supposed to be comforting? Still waiting to find out… 😦
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Yeah… what’s that reason? No one has an answer… It plays into my beliefs (or don’t-beliefs) about everything else too… (but I won’t get into that controversial topic here…)
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Still waiting for that day when it all, or even most of it, makes sense. I’m curious about the controversial topic. Maybe this: “everything happens for some dark, sinister reason.”
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Oh… the controversial topic… about my lack of beliefs… I think you can guess! But I like your words… dark, sinister reason. That sounds right.
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I don’t think that anything will ever make sense, but it doesn’t mean it’ll never be right, either.
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I hope that’s true…
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I was about to panic. But you told me not to, sooo….
“They” generally don’t know what the fuck “they’re” talking about. Pack up the kids and get outta the house for a bit. May help. Or so “they” say. 😃
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I don’t really have anywhere to go… Damn, even my son has been stressed out lately. That makes me sad. (And of course, it’s my fault… genetics, you know…) So I feel like that’s not right either… and I feel powerless on all fronts. And a little hopeless. I guess I’m kind of panicking. But that doesn’t mean you should!
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Well, much to my chagrin, I’m an empath. I can’t not feel it. Go for a walk, go to the park, take em to the beach. Just get out of the house. Put your mind on something else, laugh with your kids. It’s not much, but it helps a bit. And doesn’t have to cost a thing. Change of scenery does some good, ya’ know?
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I guess. It’s kind of raining. And they won’t want to go unless it involves ice cream or something like that. I’m just not fun today. I’ve got to leave to pick up one then the other in about 45 minutes… right now, I’m just hoping to be able to look like I’m perfectly fine by that time. I can’t even figure out if this is all Joey… or if it’s half me. Probably the latter.
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It may be the latter, but former is contributing, I’m sure. And, they’re kids. Don’t give ’em a choice! Get in, we’re going, and no, there’s no ice cream involved! 😃😃
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Fuck… at this point, they want an iced coffee like mine. Um… no!
I don’t know… the rainy grey day is just depressing. I want to take a nap. Until bedtime!
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Oh hell no on the caffeine for them!!! That’s just crazy talk. 😃
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I know how you feel here… I often don’t believe them either but you kind of have to cling to that belief! 😊
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It’s a struggle for me. I wish I had more faith in it… in anything!
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Faith is a strong thing… Maybe just acceptance.
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