My imagination
Slips into darkness
I begin to wonder
When you hold me
Are you thinking
Of me or another?
Do you want
To run away
Or stay forever?
When I shake
Those thoughts
I begin to wonder
As I lie in your arms
Do I belong here
Or with another?
I think I want
To run away
But would I ever?
♦ what sandra thinks
About what sandra thinks
Sandra is a writer, sometimes blogger, poet, artist, emotional disaster. She thinks far too much and sleeps far too little. Sandra lives in the Northeastern U.S. but dreams of an oceanfront home in Italy, but she would settle for a non-oceanfront home in Italy. She loves books, brutal honesty, coffee, and the color black. She hates insincerity, beer, whipped cream, and facebook. And she is uncomfortable talking about herself in the third person.
Dude.
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What? (I really wanted to say “Sweet.” But I wasn’t sure you’d know that’s from the fine film… “Dude Where’s My Car?”)
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Ah! I would have totally got it!
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Hahaha… I have to admit, I kind of loved that movie. But what did your “Dude” mean in the first place? My brilliance left you speechless? LOL
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Yes, that’s it exactly! And I have no idea at all what you were writing about. Nope. No idea. 😉
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Oh, but it’s pure fiction from my f-ed up head. And I know you don’t believe that for a second… 😛 (Okay, it is exaggerated, though… I’ve started a post to explain myself a bit regarding my poetry… maybe it’s kind of a disclaimer… or something…)
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No, that’s a good idea… We can have real personal sounding posts that make people wonder. I think most would assume that what we write is from experience so better to dispel if its not a personal truth.
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I knew people are sometimes, um, concerned about me. (Or about my mental state.) I suppose it all does come from experience… but not so much that I’ve lived every word. I am a writer. I make shit up. Or enhance true things. Or something like that.
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Exactly! I mean, seriously what if you wrote about serial killers? Would everyone assume you lived those experiences? Or felt those dark desires?
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Like Fictional Kevin? I am afraid of him. 😀 I’m kidding. Mostly.
God knows my fiction is fiction. Bummer. But my poetry is borderline. Just like my mind.
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Did you ever hear the story of how Kevin and I “met?” It really is crazy… I should post about it, its a good story. And yes, some of my stuff hits close to home, but I bet no one would ever be able to tell which is factual and which is fiction unless I admit to it!
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Maybe I admit too much… which is ironic since I don’t admit who I am (full name, picture, etc.). Okay, maybe that’s not ironic… I suppose the anonymity is precisely the reason I’m able to say so much…
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Yes. And that’s the cool thing about staying anonymous… You can really bare your soul.
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Without anyone sending the men in white costs to take me away… However, if they are hot men, please do send them.
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Oh, and I do have some pretty dark desires but they don’t involve murder…
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Muahahahahahahaha! 😀
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👊👊
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Beautifully portrayed. I loved the way you extended it and it had nice cadence!.♥♥
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Thanks very much!
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Pleasure’s all mine 🙂
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Very nice. The things that run through our mind at night …
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Oh, many strange and scary things…
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Too many. My mind goes into overdrive. Need an Off button!
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Me too!
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Very cool, everybody wonders sometimes, I’m sure. Universal truth!
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Sometimes, my insecurity shows. Hahaha…okay, it often shows. 🙂
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Nah…vulnerability, openness, those are good things!
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Well, I think so, too. Not sure everyone would agree… I may be a cynical bitch but I think many people think showing those things makes me weak. But I agree with you…I’d rather be open than fake it!
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Absolutely, it’s what makes your writing fabulous!
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Thanks… 🙂 So all of my angst is totally worth it. 😉
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Yes, thanks for taking one for the team — sorry, sports reference…
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Hahaha… anytime. 🙂
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🙂
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Just wow. A good reflection of how easily we project our deepest thoughts and fears onto those we are closest to… At least, that was the first thing that struck me, but that’s the beauty of poetry. Like art, it resonates differently with every person.
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Thank you so much! And I agree — like with music, too, I think — we all have our own interpretations and feelings about the words.
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